See ya later, Ice.
I glance at the clock again, like it will somehow be earlier than when I checked a few minutes ago and not almost 9:00 p.m. Nathan still isn’t home, and maybe if it weren’t so late, I wouldn’t feel like a complete fool for sitting around this penthouse all day like a good little wife, waiting for him to take me to dinner.
The headache I’ve been suffering from off and on all day makes a reappearance. Damn Nathan. He could have at least called or sent a text. Although I guess it’s my own fault. He’s been perfectly clear from day one what this is between us. And just because he can be charming and sexy when he wants to be, that doesn’t change our arrangement.
I scroll through channels on the TV until I find a cheesy eighties movie. Exactly the kind of movie Tyler and I love to watch. I lie on the sofa, head snuggled into the cushions, and try to forget about Nathan and what a huge mistake I might have made.
“Hey, sleeping beauty,” Nathan’s deep, soothing voice rouses me from sleep, and I wake to find him standing over me.
“What time is it?” I rub my eyes and sit up.
“A little before midnight.”
I blink at him. “So where the hell have you been?”
His handsome face furrows in a scowl. “Working.”
I scoff. “Until midnight?”
“Yes, Mel. I’m sorry if my working hours don’t fit your schedule.”
I jump to my feet and tilt my chin up. “And I’m sorry that you’d rather spend your time with some criminal than take your wife to dinner the day after our wedding,” I yell.
His entire expression darkens. “Are you fucking kidding me? You knew what my job was about. And this”—he waves a hand between us—“doesn’t come before that. I’ve had a fucker of a day, and I don’t need to come home to you bitching at me about not being here.”
Tears sting my eyes, but I refuse to give him the satisfaction of seeing me cry. “I’ll remember my place in the future, sir.”
I spin on my heel to walk away, but he grabs my wrist and spins me back to face him, bringing my body flush against his. His body heat penetrates the thin fabric of my dress, and my heart races.
He snarls. “Don’t with the smart fucking mouth, Mel. Not tonight.”
We glare at each other, both our chests heaving. He closes his eyes, his nostrils flaring as he inhales a breath.
With him no longer staring at me, the connection breaks, and I wrench my arm from his grip. “Don’t worry. You won’t hear from my smart mouth again.”
I walk away, and this time he doesn’t grab me back, but he calls after me. “Mel!”
Without turning around, I snap, “I’m going to bed.”
Chapter
Twenty
NATHAN
Jesus fucking Christ, I’m such an asshole. Today was a giant bowl of dogshit served with a side of ass, but that doesn’t give me an excuse to treat her that way. Especially not after I forgot about our dinner plans. And even worse, I forgot to take two minutes from my day to let her know I’d be back so late. And now she’s pissed at me, and I feel like a dick for yelling at her the way I did.
The truth is I like her smart mouth, but when I came home to find her asleep on the couch, all my frustration melted away. She looked so peaceful, so beautiful. And then I woke her up, and well … Fuck. It all went to hell again from there.
Rubbing a hand through my hair, I sigh and head down the hallway after her. I knock on her door, but she doesn’t answer. “I’m coming in, Mel, so if you’re naked in there, you have about five seconds to stop me or put some clothes on.”
I count to five, and when I don’t hear from her, I push open the door. She’s lying on the bed, the soft glow of the bedside lamp illuminating her face.
She sniffs. “What the hell do you want?”
I sit sideways on the foot of the bed so I’m facing her. “You think we could try this again?”
Her only response is a snort.
“Hey, honey, I’m home.” I swear the corners of her lips twitch. “I’m sorry I didn’t make it home for dinner. I’m even sorrier that I didn’t call or text you. And I have no excuse other than I’m not used to having to tell anyone where I am or what I’m doing.”
“That’s not—”
“I already said it wasn’t an excuse, Spitfire.” I nudge her foot with my hand. “I also had a hell of a day, and when I saw you lying there, I …” I swallow, because she doesn’t need to know how I felt. And she’s too pissed at me to hear me, anyway.
She rubs her foot on my hip. “You what?”
I crawl up the bed and lie next to her, thankful for the opportunity to lie down. “I forgot about dinner, Mel. I’m sorry. When I’m working, especially on days like today, I forget about everything but the job. But I understand that I’m not an island anymore, and I will try to do better.”
She shifts onto her side, her lashes wet with unshed tears as she blinks at me. “You said that when you saw me lying there, but then you didn’t finish your sentence.”
I swallow. “I was relieved to have someone I could talk to after my shitty day. But then you reamed me out for doing my job and … I guess not everyone understands what I do.”
She places her hand on my chest, right over my heart. “I’m sorry, Nathan. I want to understand though. Help me to understand.”
I let out a sigh. “I’m tired.”
