Only after I slip on my dress and heels does Mikhail finally leave.
And he does so without a backward glance.
Iām confused as I head down for breakfast. Mikhail wants me. Heās made that very clear. And yet, sometimes, he acts like he doesnāt want anything to do with me. Is this his way of pushing me? Of testing my limits?
I sit down at the kitchen table, all by myself again, as Mikhail heads for his office, telling Mary to send his breakfast in to him.
āYes, Mr. Ivanov,ā Mary replies. The respect in her voice is obvious. Too bad she doesnāt have any respect for me.
āCan I use the phone now, Mary?ā I ask once Iām finished eating.
āHave you gotten permission from Mr. Ivanov?ā she asks, keeping her eyes glued to the dishes sheās washing.
āNo,ā I admit. āBut surely, heāll let me use the phone.ā
āYouāll have to ask him. Until then, no.ā She shoos me out of her way. āUnlike some people, missy, others have to work. Get out of my kitchen.ā
āI can help,ā I offer.
Mary gives me a horrified look as she clutches her hand to her chest. If she wore pearls, Iām sure sheād be clutching them, too. āYou are Mr. Ivanovās wife. You do not do household work.ā
āBut you just judged me for not working. So, Iām offering to work.ā
āYou will do no such thing. Just get out of my kitchen. Now!ā she barks, making me jump.
I practically run from the kitchen and end up bumping into someone in the hallway.
āWoah, there.ā
I look up at the person I ran into and see itās Andrei, Mikhailās second in command.
āBe careful where youāre going,ā he says. Thereās a darkness in his eyes that startles me.
āSorry. I didnāt realize anyone else was over.ā
āMikhail invited me over. We have work to discuss.ā
āOk, then.ā All I can see when I look at Andrei is the other night when I saw him spanking another woman in the same room as Mikhail and Irina.
I try to step around him, but he doesnāt move. āYou had work?ā I ask.
āYes, I do.ā He stuffs his hands in his pockets. Heās a little younger than Mikhailāprobably in his thirties. Thereās a handsomeness to him, but heās not as striking as Mikhail.
I wait for him to move, but he remains standing there, hands in his pockets, smiling down at me. Itās unnerving.
āSo, you saw us the other night,ā Andrei says, startling me.
āI donāt think thatās appropriate to talk about.ā
āBut you were the one spying. You donāt get to lecture me about manners.ā
My mouth drops open, and I quickly shut it. āI wasnāt lecturing.ā
āSo.ā When he steps toward me, I take a step back. But thereās not much room for me to go with the wall to my back and Andrei to my front. āDid you like what you saw?ā
āDid I ā¦ā I shake my head. āI donāt think you should be asking me this. Mikhail and I talked about it. Thatās between him and me.ā
āBut I askedāāhe places his hands on either side of my head, trapping meā ādid you like what you saw?ā
āNo,ā I whisper. āIt scared me.ā
Andrei eyes me over in a way that revolts me. Itās not the hungry, sexy way Mikhail does it. āYou know, Mikhail and I like to share women.ā
āI know.ā
āSo, you know that once you become his sub, youāll become mine as well?ā He presses his body against mine. Not even Mikhail has been this close to me.
āNo. No. Mikhail said heāll be the only one to touch me.ā
āWell, Mikhail was just telling you that to make you feel safe. But the truth is, he shares all his women with me. Iāll get a taste of you soon enough.ā He quirks his eyebrow. āHas Mikhail had a taste himself yet?ā
I shake my head. Words. I canāt even process them right now.
āShame. Someone needs to taste you. Iāll gladly offer up my services.ā He bends his head down, and I realize heās trying to kiss me. I move my head out of the way, and his lips skim my cheek.
āStop.ā I push him away from me, and he takes a step back. āIām Mikhailās wife. Not yours. You canāt touch me like that.ā
Andreiās eyes narrow, and his nostrils flare. āTrust me. I can touch you however I want. This is between you and me, Sofiya. If you tell Mikhail, Iāll know.ā
āBut if you share women, then why do I need to keep it a secret?ā
His smile is vicious. āDonāt tell him. You wouldnāt want to get into trouble now, would you? Mikhail isnāt exactly known for his kindness.ā
āIām going upstairs. Donāt you have a meeting with Mikhail?ā I hurry past Andrei, heading for the steps. I can feel Andreiās eyes on me until I get upstairs and round the corner.
Breathing heavily, I think about what Andrei just told me. He truly thinks Mikhail will share me with him, but Mikhail made it very clear he will be the only one to touch me.
So, which is it? Which man do I believe? Neither is exactly trustworthy. Mikhail could just be telling me that to get me to trust him. How do I know Mikhail wonāt whip me like he did Irina even though he said he wouldnāt? Mikhail is a man who takes what he wants. He doesnāt care for what others think.
Maybe he doesnāt care what I think. Or what I want.
As for Andrei, I trust him even less than Mikhail. But maybe he was speaking the truth. I have no way of knowing. Only time will tell.
And that terrifies me.
I donāt see Mikhail for the rest of the day again. Heās busy with work. It reminds me of my father. He rarely had time for us as a family. The only person he ever made time for was Milaāhis little angel.