It was what she wanted.
Truly.
Day 3
Mena was in her private sitting room working on some needlepoint when Marigold came by for a visit the following day.
After dropping a brief kiss on Mena’s cheek, Marigold wasted no time beginning her inquisition. “So what new gift did you receive yesterday?”
Mena calmly pulled her thread through the hoop, before glancing up over the rim of her glasses. “What makes you think I got anything?”
Her daughter rolled her eyes. “Because the note specified a gift each day until Christmas. So what was it?” she persisted.
Mena shook her head, although she pointed toward her dressing table where the box of handkerchiefs sat. As her daughter lifted the lid with a squeal of delight, Mena stuck her needle in the middle of the bluebird she was working on and removed her spectacles.
“These are wonderful, Mama!” She walked toward her with a red square of linen. “Do you have any idea of who it might be yet?”
“As a matter of fact, I do.” Mena eyed her daughter critically. “Don’t you think it’s time to drop the charade?”
Marigold’s eyes widened, as she realized what her mother was implying. “You can’t imagine that it’s me!” she gasped.
“Isn’t it?” Mena accused.
“No!” Marigold denied vehemently, before she softened her tone. “While I would love to take credit for such extravagance, I certainly can’t.”
Mena sighed in defeat. “Then I must be the brunt of some joke.” She pinched the bridge of her nose. She had the makings of a headache from all this nonsense. She’d been up half the night contemplating these mysterious gifts and who could possibly be responsible, or at the very least, who would refer to her as their ‘love.’ She’d finally convinced herself that it was Marigold, for surely no one else of her acquaintance would go to such lengths.
She glanced up when Mari took hold of her hand. “You are a wonderful woman, Mama. It’s not too late for a second chance at life, nor is it impossible to believe that someone truly admires who you are.”
Mena looked at her daughter. With Marigold’s blue eyes and dark hair, it was like looking into a mirror, twenty years earlier, of course. Naturally, there were certain characteristics that belonged to Laurence, but Mena had been told more than once how much they favored one another. “I have you and that’s all I need.”
At least it wasn’t a complete lie.
Mena decided it was time to switch the subject. “Have you been to see the doctor yet?”
Marigold’s cheeks turned pink. “I have an appointment for tomorrow.”
“I’m relieved to hear it,” Mena said sincerely. “I hope you have time to stay for lunch.”
Her daughter sighed heavily. “I wish I could, but I promised Lady Terrance that I would go shopping with her today. But Robbie and I will be here tomorrow evening to take you to Vauxhall.”
Mena swallowed her initial disappointment and gave her daughter a hug before offering a fond farewell.
After Marigold was gone, Mena went back to her needlepoint, but she couldn’t summon the appropriate amount of enthusiasm to return to it. While she would never tell Mari the truth, the fact was, Mena was rather lonely. Laurence had been gone for three years, and sometimes she lamented his absence. There had been times when each tick of the case clock had felt like an eternity, and she’d stared into the fireplace and watched the dancing flames for lack of anything else to do. At one point, she’d considered hiring a companion, but she just didn’t feel quite that desperate yet. Even so, she knew she couldn’t rely on her daughter to keep her spirits up forever, so perhaps it was time to consider remarrying.
But first, she had to make a list of possible suitors.
Thus, she walked over to her writing desk and sat down. With a blank sheet of paper in front of her, she dipped her quill in the ink. Unfortunately, as she waited for inspiration to strike, or in this case, a particular name to pop into her head, she found that her knowledge of suitable men her age was rather lacking.
After nearly a quarter of an hour staring at a blank page, Mena gave up and decided that perhaps a brisk walk would stir up some possibilities.
After donning her boots, blue velvet pelisse, bonnet, and muff, she walked out into the brisk December wind. It almost seemed colder than the day before, but she dared herself to walk quickly to keep the blood in her limbs moving.
Mena eventually found herself at the edge of Hyde Park. While it was bustling with activity during the Season, the crowd was thin during the winter months when most of society went to their estates to escape the weather, although some dared to return for holiday entertainment. Mena, however, was one of the few who remained in the city year round. She could have retired to her husband’s former estate in Kent, but now that Laurence’s nephew had taken over the title, it was his home, and she hated to intrude. However, they kept an open invitation for her in case she ever changed her mind.
Mena made her way through the park and looked at all the activity going on around her. Children played while their governesses kept watch a respectful distance away. Several gentlemen were riding horseback down Rotten Row, while a few ladies dared to brave the cold in open landaus, wishing to see and be seen even in such harsh conditions. But in the middle of it all, Mena caught sight of a familiar figure.
A tall, blond man was tossing a toddler up in the air. The golden-haired girl squealed with delight as Julian spun her around and set her down then scooped up a slightly larger boy up with his other arm. Mena’s throat grew tight with the memory of her own children at that age. She had never bothered to conform to tradition, choosing to spend as much time with Mari and Jacob as possible, which annoyed Laurence to no end. He felt that one’s offspring should be seen and not heard; thus he had spent little time with them.
It was clear that Julian didn’t feel that way about his own children.
Mena quickly turned and ducked her head, wanting to get away as quickly as possible without being seen.
Unfortunately, that wasn’t to be. “Lady Lipscomb!” She closed her eyes as that deep voice called out her name. It was too familiar when the scene she’d just witnessed still tugged at her heart. “Lady Lipscomb! Wait!”
She took a deep breath, forcing herself to calm and finally turned. The sight of him literally stopped her heart. He was so handsome with his tousled, blond hair and devastating smile. How had she ever remembered him as simply a dear friend from that long ago summer? She realized now that he had always been so much more, but at the time, she knew she hadn’t been able to act on those impulses when she’d been promised to another.
“Where are you rushing off to?”
Mena twisted the material of her dress around her fingers. It was a habit she hadn’t had in twenty years, but it appeared her nervousness decided to pick it up once more. If her mother was still alive she would be highly upset. Thus, she forced herself to clasp her hands before her instead. “Hello again, Mr. Solomon. I was out for a walk, but it’s time I was headed home.”
She started to turn, but he stopped her. “May I escort you?”
Glancing past Julian’s broad shoulder, Mena could see the two children looking in their direction. Not only that, but there was a petite blond woman who had joined them. She stiffened. “No, thank you. I shouldn’t wish to intrude on your family time. Good day.”
He snorted. “I’m sure Ingrid won’t miss me overmuch. She’s already weary of my presence in London, except when I’m occupying Penelope and Jonathan.”
Mena’s mouth fell open. The Julian she’d known had never been so crass! But then, she didn’t know him any longer, did she? “Sir! That is quite enough!” she hissed, only to gain a perplexed look from Julian. Must she actually spell it out for him? “If you keep speaking like that, you will surely give society the wrong impression about your relationship with your wife and children!”
