When I looked at him, for once, he wasn’t looking broody. His eyes were warm and his face was soft.
It was a good look for him. Then again, for Mace, they all were.
“Good job,” he murmured.
“Thanks,” I murmured back and turned to the steps.
I was halfway down when he called quietly, “No, Ally.”
I turned back and looked up at him.
“All of it,” he said. He pointed at the office. “In there.” He pointed toward the club. “And out there.”
Fuck, but that felt great.
I didn’t say that.
I nodded and repeated, “Thanks, Mace.”
He nodded back.
I went back to descending the stairs.
At the bottom were Darius, Lee and Ren.
I looked at Lee. “Am I done?”
“Yeah, Ally,” Lee answered softly.
His eyes were warm and his face was soft, too.
I gave him a chin lift. He gave Ren a look.
I didn’t try to decipher that look. I just turned to my man and he didn’t make me say a word.
He just grabbed my hand and led me out the door.
* * * * *
We were in bed.
I had my face in Ren’s neck, my legs tangled with his.
He had an arm wrapped around me and he’d pulled up my nightie. He was drawing lazy patterns on the skin above my ass. The fingers of his other hand were laced with mine and he was holding them over his heart.
He hadn’t made a move on me. I didn’t make one on him. We just both got ready for bed silently and then he drew me into him and held me close.
I suspected he did this because he knew it would happen.
And it did.
Dragging his hand with mine up to my face, I pressed them against my lips as the sob ripped its path up my throat and out and my body bucked violently.
Ren let my hand go and turned into me, both his arms closing around me and holding tight.
I cried into his throat and I did it a long time.
When my sobbing started to die out, Ren pulled me even closer, giving me a squeeze and whispering, “Love you, baby.”
That was it. No coddling. No offers to talk it out. No pressure. Nothing. He let me be at the same time he gave me exactly what I needed.
“Love you too, Ren,” I whispered back.
And I did.
More and more every day.
And right there in that bed with Ren was the reason.
Precisely.
Because when I had to be a badass all day and cases got tough and I came home, or when life just sucked, or when life was awesome and going along fine, I knew this was what Ren Zano would give me.
Always.
Exactly what I needed.
Chapter Thirty-One
