āIt was unprofessional to wear and youāā
āTo a meeting I didnāt ask for nor set up, and which I only found out about an hour before I needed to be there? That meeting?ā My sarcasm is heavy, my glare just as icy as hers. Iām done being pushed around. āThe same meeting where Theodore Astor ignored you, asked you to be quiet, and exchanged numbers with me?ā
āHe saw you as easy.ā
āNever confuse me with yourself, Elise.ā
āTell me, Gabriella. What were you thinking when you offered yourself to him?ā And thereās the woman I met today in the cafĆ©: my friendās true colors. Her face flushes and her chest heaves, the cup slamming down atop the counter with enough force that it breaks, and all thatās left behind is the handle in her hand. āAre you that desperate to lose your virginity? Isnāt it pathetic of you to throw yourself at the first man who indulges your quirks and is nice?ā
And yet, Iām not moved or intimidated. Instead, a part of me is angry.
So angry.
Insulted.
Hurt.
āWhat was I thinking?ā Itās rhetorical, but when she opens her mouth, I level her with a look. This surprises her; the hostility in me is new, but that little girl who grew up alone and with forced thick skin each time life knocked her down isnāt having it. This feeling is one Iāve fought to always push back, but today Iām embracing it. Itās bubbling within my veins and my heart races, Iām feeling flushed, and a deep vibration settles through every limb. āYouāre asking me what I was thinking?ā My laugh is sardonic, so dry. āI was thinking my friend went out of her way to make a dream come true for me out of the goodness of her heartābecause she loves me, and not because there was a personal agenda attached. I was thinking that it was a business meeting, not a pimpās personal catwalk where Iām used to attract a big spender and then told to bend over and take it as you please.ā
Elise scoffs, tossing the mugās handle onto the floor. Not the counter, but the floor as if she has a maid that majestically walks behind her to clean up each mess. How are we even friends? āYouāre being melodramatic, Gabriella. Those werenāt my words.ā
āBut itās implied. No?ā Placing my coffee down, I rub a tired hand down my face. I take a moment to choose my next words carefully because even though her actions today cut, I still care. You donāt stop overnight, even though this makes it hard to. āWhy are you really here, Elise? What do you want, because you can fuck right off if insulting me into submission is your game? Iām not the desperate one here.ā
āHas anyone ever told you that youāre exhausting? So much work to be your friend.ā
āFunny, but I understand that sentiment like no other today.ā
āGabriella, I need you to listen to me.ā Elise points a manicured nail at me, her face looking as if she tasted something sour. The same one she had during brunch. āI need you to back off with Astor, and things will go smoothly for you. Heās mine. Donāt force my hand, Gabby. Please heed my warning and follow my lead on this deal. Youāve already made things hard enough for me as is.ā
āMade what hard? My paintings. My work. My deal, not yours.ā Itās difficult, but I manage to keep my tone calm. Unaffected. āIām thankful for your input and unsolicited help in the past, but youāve more than overstepped once again. Your place in my life was that of a friend, not a manager. You donāt own me, and Iām neither a puppet nor a stepping stone to whatever top you wish to reach.ā
āI wonāt repeat myself. Back off.ā
āAnd you need to leave. Now.ā
āAs you wish.ā Walking past her, I head toward the front door and open it wide. She doesnāt leave me standing there for long, the slap of her flip-flops loud on my floor. Iām not looking at her as she pauses beside me, I donāt react when she takes my hand and gives it a squeeze before stepping through. āIām going to give you a few days to calm down and see things my way. I need him, Gabby. Please donāt ruin our friendship by forcing me to do things that canāt be undone. Trust me on this.ā
āI did once, and this is where itās led me. Disappointed and hurt.ā
āLife isnāt easy,ā she says, while my hand grabs the doorknob, grip tight. āYouāll survive just fine, sweetheart. Trust me, thereās plenty of other dicks in the sea.ā
āThatās the only thing Iāll agree with you on, Elise. There are plenty and life will carry on, but what wonāt change is that Theodore didnāt give you the time of day then, and wonāt tomorrow no matter what you do.ā My words shock her and she takes a step back, just enough for me to slam the door, and thatās what I do. Iām not interested in her reply or seeing her at the moment. Her words have cut deep and behind the stoic facade, Iām wounded. Her words did their damage, and no amount of apologies at the moment or threats or whatever the hell else she has up her sleeve will make a difference.
Screw her. Screw everything.
The first tear falls and then another as her hand lands on the door, a slap, slap, slap thatās loud inside my home. Iām sobbing by the time Elise tries to open the door with her key, and my chest feels as though itās caving when I slide the side bolt in place.
Another thing to add to my already packed schedule.
New lock. New paintings...
āI canāt sign with the Astor Gallery now.ā Another hurt-filled cry leaves me at the thought. Iāve put so much of myself into each finished piece, forgoing a life outside of my studio, and this is the repayment. Elise made the contact for me and if I accept, Iām using her. Iād be as pathetic as she claimed. Grabbing my cell phone from the countertop, I send out a quick message and turn it off. āThis is going to hurt my career.ā
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ām going to have to politely decline your offer. I apologize for wasting your time. ~Gabriella
Her polite refusal incenses me, but more so because the words come across as lifeless. Almost bitter, and I have an idea of the why, and the culprit. Because Gabriella thought Tero left and drove toward my location, but the truth is, he didnāt.
Under my instructions, he stayed. He watched her house, and I was right in doing so.
Miss Scott just doesnāt understand the meaning of the word not interested. Not by the subtle rebuff, and much less by my outright hostility during brunch.
But then again, women like her live in a false reality where everything is catered, and the word no isnāt in their vocabulary. Iāve known her kind in the past. Have seen many versions over the years, but the most consistent is the one stepping on those closest to them while climbing social ladders.
āWhat do I do, boss?ā Tero asks, tone curt. Heās very old-fashioned in that sense, believes that a man chases and the woman has the right to refuse or accept, while Iām in the somewhat alluring middle. Iāll never force Gabriella, but I will romance herāseduce and then cherish. āBecause from the small argument outside, Miss Scott was here to warn her off and threaten the deal.ā
āIs that so? Interesting.ā
āThat she believes she has sway?ā
āThat she showed her hand so early.ā Thereās more to her reaction. To her pursuit of meāthe unwanted flirtingāwhen I know of her behavioral problems in the past. Iām not the first gallery owner or rich man sheās flirted with; however, I am the first to show no interest or fuck her. āWhen will the report be ready? I need to be sure before I make my next move.ā
āTomorrow morning.ā
āThen head home. Weāre done for today.ā Sitting back in my chair, I look out the floor-to-ceiling windows of my office and catch the final rays of sunlight. With each moment that passes, the bright colors turn dark and while the world starts its nighttime routine, I let the chips fall where they may right now. āThereās nothing we can do until we talk to her face to face, and Iād like to have some proof of my suspicions before then. Gabriellaās too sweet and would never think bad of her friend, no matter how hurt she is, but she needs someone to watch out for her.ā
āAnd thatās you?ā
āYes.ā
āAs you wish. Good night, boss.ā The line disconnects and I toss my cell aside, thinking through my options, the first being how to accidentally bump into her and start the conversation in an organic manner where sheās not on the defensive.
Moreover, I can only think of one option where this might be plausible...
The bakery she went to with Tero is his favorite, and I was told her sweet tooth is a weaknessāsomething Iām banking on her imbibing in. Emotions can be a dominating thing and after the rough day sheās had, my best bet is to think sheād go through the desserts and want more.
This is my in:
Bump into her at the bakery.