I hated to admit it, but the day had helped. I even stopped worrying about my neglected inbox halfway through ignoring Xavier while we floated in a lavender-scented tub together.
Neither of us brought up anything substantial after our massage talk, but I kept thinking about what heād said.
Iām good at doing nothing, so I stick to it. Itās better than fucking things up.
Xavier was unmotivated, but he wasnāt dumb. If he tried, he could probably run circles around the people sitting in the Castillo Groupās boardroom. Plus, he had an ample cushion of money and connections.
Why would he be so afraid of screwing up that he didnāt try? I cast a sideways glance at him. He didnāt make any quips on our walk back to the villa, but my concern over his silence gave way to horror when we reached our home for the week. āWhatā¦?ā My mouth parted as I stared at the sprawling building.
When we left that morning, itād been a peaceful oasis of pale stone and floor-to-ceiling windows. Now, it resembled a frat house. Spanish music blasted from deep within the interior, and the scent of booze overpowered the wildflowers surrounding the entrance.
A pretty brunette in a bikini raced through the half-open door and shrieked as a Chris Hemsworth lookalike doused her in champagne. Squeals and laughter echoed from deeper in the villa, followed by the splash of someone jumping into the pool.
āXavi! There you are!ā the Hemsworth lookalike called out. āHope you donāt mind that we started the party without you.ā
I wheeled around and glared at Xavier.
āI forgot to mention my friends are joining us.ā He had the grace to look embarrassed. āOne of them just broke up with his girlfriend. Weāre trying to make him feel better.ā
Was he freaking kidding me?
āHe can feel better in his own villa. This is a shared space.ā I pointed at the building and tried to breathe through the bubbling anger in my chest. āI didnāt consent to having a bunch of strangers overrun my hotel room for the week. Shut. It. Down.ā
āI would, but my friends are, uh, difficult to dislodge once theyāve settled into a party.ā Xavier shrugged. āItād be a waste of energy. Trust me.ā
The knots my massage therapist spent ninety minutes kneading out returned with a vengeance.
āSince theyāre your friends, that sounds like a you problem.ā A headache hammered at the sides of my skull. āI swear to God, Xavier, if theyāre not out of here in the next fifteen minutes, Iām calling the police and having them arrested for trespassing.ā
āDonāt think thatāll fly. One of them is the presidentās niece.ā Xavier paused. āPresident of Spain,ā he clarified.
āThen the president can come here and bail her out.ā I jabbed a finger at his chest, so pissed I could barely see straight. āThis wasnāt what I agreed to when we made our deal. Figure out a way to fix this, or Iām leaving on the next flight out.ā
His insouciance fell away, replaced by what looked like true regret. āShit, Iām sorry, Luna. I honestly forgot thatā¦ā He glanced at the villa. āLook, Iāll make you a new deal.ā
āNo.ā
Xavier pressed on, undeterred. āLet them stay today. I wasnāt kidding when I said itās impossible to move them after they get the party going. I already see two people passed out in the hall.ā A quick peek confirmed his statement. āIn return, I promise not to throw another party for the next month unless youāve approved it.ā
āThatās not a good deal,ā I said flatly. He must take me for a naĆÆve newborn.
āTwo months.ā
āNo.ā
āThree months. Come on,ā he coaxed. āThink of how much easier your job would be if you didnāt have to worry about me setting a bar on fire or getting shut down by the cops.ā
I pursed my lips. Xavierās parties tended to spiral out of control. All the bad press heād gotten in the past was linked to one of his infamous soirĆ©es; if I could prevent him from hosting them in the first place, thatād be a load off my plate.
āNo unapproved parties for six months,ā I said, making up my mind. Giving up one afternoon was worth months of potential peace and quiet down the roadāhopefully. āWeāre putting it in writing, and your friends have to be out by midnight tonight.ā
āSix months? Are you fucking kidāā Xavierās mouth snapped shut when I narrowed my eyes. āFine,ā he muttered. āYou have a deal.ā
āGood.ā I spun back around toward the villa and prayed I hadnāt just made a huge mistake. āI canāt believe you invited me on a heartbreak trip with your friends.ā
āHey, a trip can serve multiple purposes. The more the merrier!ā he called after me as I stormed inside.
Prickles crawled over my skin at the cushions littering the floor and the half-empty alcohol bottles crowding every available surface. The knickknacks Iād reorganized to geometric perfection that morning had been knocked askew, and scantily clad men and women wereā¦
Oh God. I did not need to see that.
I averted my eyes from the couple on the couch and zeroed in on a familiar face. āLuca?ā
Luca Russo blinked at me from the corner, his surprise mirroring my own. āSloane? What are you doing here?ā
āI could ask you the same question.ā
Luca was my best friend Vivianās brother-in-law. The second son of the massive Russo luxury goods fortune, heād been a mainstay in Xavierās circle until he cleaned up his act a few years ago, stopped partying, and started working for his familyās company. Apparently, heād fallen off the wagon again.
āIām here to mend my broken heart.ā He slumped dramatically in his armchair. āLeaf and I broke up. She moved to a goat farm in Tennessee.ā
āIsnāt she vegan?ā
āSheās there to save the goats.ā
āOh.ā I didnāt know Luca or Leaf well enough to muster more than an inkling of sympathy. Besides, Iād never liked his ex-girlfriendās holier-than-thou, New Age hippie vibes. āHow tragic.ā
Now the poor goats had to put up with her savior complex. āSāokay. Thatās why Iām here. To feel better.ā He took a swig of beer. āOh, hey, Xavi.ā
Xavier came up beside me. āI forgot you know each other.ā There was a strange note in his voice, but when I glanced at him, he turned away.
āHere.ā He handed me an unopened bottle from a nearby table. āI have a feeling youāre going to need this.ā
I couldnāt do it anymore.
After I rejected Xavierās beer, made him a hastily drawn-up contract for our latest deal, locked myself in my room, read about the sixth principle of crisis communications, and confirmed with the resort and every other resort within a five-mile radius that there were no available rooms for the night, I gave up trying to pretend Xavier and Friends didnāt exist.
I wanted to stay in my room, but I couldnāt stop thinking about what Xavier said during our massage.
So you like to be needed.
Who didnāt like to be needed? Being needed meant we were good at and good for something. People didnāt leave those they needed. It wasnāt the same as being loved, but it was better than nothing.
There was a lot to unpack there, but since I had no desire to do that, I finally wandered outside and joined the party, if only so I didnāt have to be alone with my thoughts.
The festivities had migrated from our living room to the private beach after sunset, and the bonfire made it easy for me to locate the heart of the party. Xavierās eyebrows shot up when he saw me, but he didnāt stop me from downing my first, second, or third glass of sangria.