The echoes of my motherās letter lived in my heart like a blade lodged between my ribs, but I couldnāt afford to dwell on the past right now.
The greatest gift we have is time. Use it wisely.
āCan you repeat the condition of the will in plain terms?ā I asked calmly. I understood what it meant, but I wanted to be sure.
The room quieted as everyone waited for Santosās response.
He met my gaze with an unflinching one of his own. āIt means if you donāt assume the CEO position by your next birthday, you will lose every cent of your inheritance.ā
A collective shudder swept through the library.
My family didnāt want me inheriting the billions because I didnāt ādeserve itā (fair enough, though that was like the pot calling the kettle black), but they would rather die than see all that money flow outside the family.
āThatās what I thought.ā My hand curled around the arm of my chair. āWho are the preselected committee members my father mentioned?ā
āAh, yes.ā Santos adjusted his glasses and read from the will again. āThe committee will consist of the following five members: Eduardo Aguilarā¦ā Expected. āMartin Herreraā¦ā TĆa Lupeās husband. Less expected, but he was the fairest and most levelheaded person in my family. āMariana Acevedoā¦ā Chairwoman of the Castillo Groupās board. āDante Russoā¦ā Wait. What the fuck? āAnd Sloane Kensington.ā
Pin-drop silence followed his proclamation.
Then, as one, every head in the room swiveled toward Sloane. She sat ramrod straight, her face pale. For the first time since Iād met her, she resembled a deer caught in headlights.
Five people were in charge of my family fortuneās fate, and my publicist was one of them.
Once again: What the fuck?
CHAPTER 16
Sloane
Certain things in life made sense. For example, the concept of cause and effect, the heat of the sun, and female praying mantises killing their partners after sex. No muss, no fussāthey got their pleasure, and they were done.
Some things made less sense, like the encroachment of Christmas songs in October and my being the judge of whether Xavier should continue receiving his annual allowance prior to his fatherās death. It wasnāt ideal, but since the terms of his allowance revolved around media exposure, I understood it.
Then there were things that made no sense at all, such as being placed on a committee that would determine the fate of seven point nine billion dollars.
I wasnāt family, I wasnāt a corporate executive, and I wasnāt sure what the hell I was doing on that list.
āI didnāt know,ā I said. āYour father never mentioned it to me.ā
It was the day after the reading of the will, and Xavier and I sat by the pool while two of his preteen cousins argued over the latest New York Times crossword a few chairs down.
I woke up early that morning for yoga and found him here on my way back from the mansionās attached gym. I needed a break from the constant glares and whispers, and I wasnāt entirely confident Lupe wouldnāt try to stab me in my sleep.
The Castillos were not happy about my involvement in their familyās financial affairs, to put it mildly.
āI believe you.ā Xavier scrubbed a hand over his face and shook his head. He was unusually subdued for someone whoād just found out his entire inheritance hinged on one job and the judgment of one committee. āThis whole thing is classic Alberto Castillo.ā
I sensed there was more to his words than he let on, but it wasnāt the time to pry.
Other than the occasional consulting call and press release, my dealings with his father had been limited. Alberto hired me to handle PR for his family three years ago, right before Xavier moved to New York. Since his direct family consisted of two people, and Alberto rarely used my services for himself, that meant I was basically Xavierās personal publicist.
I had no idea why Alberto trusted me so much with his money as it pertained to Xavier, but his will also stipulated I was to remain the familyās publicist unless I quit, so it was my job to see things through.
āI can see the wheels spinning in your head, but thereās an easy fix for this,ā I said. āYouāre smart. You have a degree in business and plenty of advisors who can guide you. Take the CEO position.ā
Normally, I wouldnāt advocate for nepotism, but I truly believed Xavier was intelligent enough to do the role justice.
A muscle worked in his jaw. āNo.ā
I stared at him. āThis is your entire inheritance. You have billions of dollars riding on this decision.ā
āIām aware.ā Xavier glanced at his cousins, who were too young and too engrossed in their crossword to care about our conversation. āThat clause was just another attempt by my father to make me do his bidding. Itās manipulation, plain and simple, and I wonāt give into it.ā
For Godās sake. I understood why his family had called him pequeƱo toro when he was a kid. He truly was stubborn as a bull, and that stubbornness had followed him all the way to adulthood. āManipulation or not, the consequences are real.ā I shouldnāt care that much about whether Xavier received the money or not because, honestly, it wasnāt like heād worked for it. But the prospect of him being penniless because he was too hardheaded to take on something he could be great at didnāt sit right with me. āDonāt be impulsive. Think about what saying no means. What will you do for money?ā
āGet a job.ā Xavierās mouth twisted. āWho knows? Maybe Iāll finally be a productive member of society.ā
āThe CEO position is a job.ā āBut itās not the job for me!ā
I reared back, stunned by the ferocity of his reply. His cousins lapsed into silence and gaped at us.
Xavierās knuckles turned white around the edge of his chair before he relaxed them. He took a deep breath and said, in a quieter, more strained voice, āTell me, Sloane. Who do you think would do the company more justice? Someone qualified who actually wants to be there, or me, the reluctant heir who was placed there by default?ā
Someone qualified. The tone of his voice, the shadows in his eyesā¦
And there it was.
Beneath the jokes and stubbornness lurked the root of his refusal: fear. Fear of failure. Fear of not living up to expectations. Fear of running and ruining an empire built on his last name.
Iād never noticed it before, but now that I saw it, I couldnāt unsee it. It was a bright silver thread that wove through every word and underpinned every decision. It was stamped all over his face, closed off as it was, and something inside me cracked open just wide enough for it to dart in and steal a fistful of rationality. āI think we need to go out and clear our heads.ā I made up a plan on the spot. āWeāve been cooped up here for too long.ā
The mansion was huge, but even a palace would feel oppressive if one couldnāt leave.
Xavierās eyes sparked with wary intrigue. āI thought we were supposed to stay inside and avoid the press.ā
āSince when do you do what youāre supposed to do?ā
A smile snuck across his mouth, as slow and smooth as honey. āGood point. I assume you have a plan?ā
āI always do.ā
All the reporters were camped out in front, which made it easy for us to slip out the back through the gardenerās entrance. We wore basic hat-and-glasses disguises, but they worked, and they blended well into the crowd.
After we exited the grounds, we hightailed it to the nearest busy street, where we grabbed a cab and drove straight to La Candelaria, home to some of BogotĆ”ās most popular attractions. It was cold, but not so cold that it deterred us from going.