To my family
PROLOGUE
There’s blood everywhere.
I’ve never seen so much blood. It’s soaking the cream-colored rug, seeping into the nearby floorboards, speckling the legs of the oak coffee table. Perfect oval droplets have made it all the way to the seat of the pale leather sofa, and large rivulets drip down the alabaster wall.
It’s endless. If I look hard enough, will I find flecks of blood on the car in the garage? On the blades of grass in the lawn? In the supermarket across town?
Even worse, it’s all over my hands.
What a mess. Despite the fact that I don’t have much time, I am itching to clean it all up. When there’s a stain, especially on the carpet, I was taught you’re supposed to clean it quickly, before it sets. Once it dries, the stain will become permanent.
Unfortunately, no matter how hard I scrub, it won’t do a thing for the dead body lying smack in the middle of the pool of blood.
I assess the situation. Okay, this is bad. My fingerprints in the house are expected, but the crimson caked into my fingernails and the grooves of my palms is less easy to explain. The darkening stain on the front of my shirt is not the kind of thing I can shrug off. I am in deep trouble.
If someone catches me.
I inspect my hands, weighing the pros and cons of washing off the blood versus getting the hell out of here right now. If I wash my hands, I will waste precious seconds in which I could be caught. If I leave immediately, I’ll be walking out the door with blood all over my palms, smearing itself onto everything I touch.
And then the doorbell rings.
The chimes echo throughout the house as I freeze, afraid to even breathe. “Hello?” a familiar voice calls out.
Please leave. Please.
The house is silent. The person at the door will realize that nobody is home and decide to come back another time. They have to. If they don’t, I am finished.
The doorbell rings again.
Go away. Please go away.
I’m not one for prayer, but at this point, I’m ready to get down on my knees. Well, I would if doing so wouldn’t get blood all over my knees.
They must assume nobody is home. Nobody rings a doorbell more than twice. But just when I think there’s a chance I might be safe, the doorknob rattles. And then it starts to turn.
Oh no. The door is unlocked. In about five seconds, the person knocking will be inside the house. She will walk into the living room. And then she will see…
This.
The decision has been made. I’ve got to run for it. There’s no time to wash my hands. There’s no time to worry about the bloody footprints I might be leaving behind. I’ve got to get out of here.
I only hope nobody discovers what I’ve done.
PART I
ONEMILLIE
Three Months Earlier
I love this house.
I love everything about this house. I love the giant front lawn and the even more giant back lawn (even though both are edging toward brown). I love the fact that the living room is so big that multiple pieces of furniture fit inside rather than just one small sofa and a television set. I love the picture windows overlooking the neighborhood, which I recently read in a magazine is one of the best towns to raise a child.
And most of all, I love that it’s mine. Number 14 Locust Street is all mine. Well, okay, thirty years of mortgage payments and it will be all mine. I can’t stop thinking about how lucky I am as I run my fingers along the wall of our new living room, bringing my face closer to admire the brand-new floral wallpaper.
“Mom is kissing the house again!” a voice squeals from behind me.
I quickly back away from the wall, although it’s not like my nine-year-old son caught me with a secret lover. I have no shame about my love for this house. I want to shout about it from the rooftop. (We have an amazing rooftop. I love this house.)
“Shouldn’t you be unpacking?” I say.
Nico’s boxes and furniture have all been deposited in his bedroom, so he should be unpacking, but instead he is repeatedly throwing a baseball against the wall—my beautiful, floral wallpapered wall—and then catching it. We have lived in this house for less than five minutes, and he is already determined to destroy it. I can see it in his dark brown eyes.
It’s not that I don’t love my son more than the world. If it was one of those hypothetical situations where I had to choose between Nico’s life and this house, of course I would choose Nico. No question.
But I’m just saying, if he does anything to harm this house, he is going to be grounded until he’s old enough to shave.
“I’ll unpack tomorrow,” Nico says. His general life philosophy seems to be that everything will be done tomorrow.
“Or now?” I suggest.
Nico throws the ball in the air, and it just barely grazes the ceiling. If we had absolutely anything valuable in this house, I would be having a heart attack right now. “Later,” he insists.
Meaning never.
I peer up the stairwell of the house. Yes, we have stairs! Honest-to-goodness stairs. Yes, they creak with every single step, and there’s a chance if you hold on to the banister too tightly, it might fall off. But we have stairs, and they lead to an entirely different floor of the house.
