Sheās already grabbed a shovel and started digging in the marked spot. Jumping on the spade like a pogo stick, she works her way around the area in a circle. Iām thankful for her youthful energy. My arms and shoulders ache just watching her.
She moves so fast. Distracted by her accelerated pace, I try to catch up mentally, thinking about what we need to do next. Was it loosening the coupling? But there was something else before that, Iām almost positive. Should I check my list? Lizzieās looking right at me, wearing a proud smile. I donāt want to dispirit her desire for exploration and discovery in the moment.
I dig through my mental catalog of directions while Lizzie burrows in the dirt. Weāre both searching for an elusive long-lost treasure. āI found it!ā Sheās as excited to find the copper pipe as a dog is to uncover his buried bone. The wrench is already in her hand and wrapped around the joint, too tightly.
āHere, a little looser than that. If you hold it too tight, youāll crush it. Too light, and itāll spin in place.ā My thoughts wander toward a similar balance of extremes while rubbing those lavender buds. Weāre both immersed in the moment, learning together. Our hands work in unison to find the perfect pressure. A steady counterclockwise motion begins.
Glancing up at each other, we both smile with a shared appreciation for figuring things out as a team, and on our own. A slow trickle of water from the joint causes a similar drip of information into my mind. Something isnāt right. I donāt know what it is. āHold on a second.ā
āWeāre almost there. I can feel it.ā Lizzie continues to twist the wrench with more excitement. That forgotten step floods my memory. The same thing is about to happen in my side yard.
āThe main water valve. Stop. Tighten, tighten!ā Short abbreviated commands burst from my mouth. I try to convey an immediate need to change course. She stops for a moment, processes my instructions, and repositions the wrench, but itās too late.
The dribble has now become a steady stream. The pressure builds and finds its desired escape route in the crack weāve created. A wild and erratic spray of water shoots in every direction. Aquatic fireworks explode in the yard. I look left and right, trying to remember where I saw the main shutoff valve. Weāre both completely soaked as Lizzie tries her best to tighten the loosened joint. Sheās fighting a losing battle, realizes it, and gives in, allowing the unruly waterworks to batter her. Small giggles turn to belly-rupturing laughter.
I glance at her but still feel like a deer caught in the headlights. Iām trying to figure out what to do when the spray spontaneously changes directions. Intent on joining the festivities, dirt mingles with the water, coating us in mud. A small chuckle escapes my lungs when I notice Lizzie shift her gaze to someone behind me.
Jack drops his backpack and notices the pipe wrench in Lizzieās hand. She passes it to him instinctively, with no request to do so. He moves into the watery mix, trying to keep the flooding waters from drenching the yard any further. Then, I remember. I dart toward the back corner of the house, closing the valve as fast as I can turn it.
Iāve stopped laughing. But more of that belly-rupturing laughter continues around the corner. Itās louder now that the sound of gushing water doesnāt drown it out. The male counterpart added to the mix troubles me. I need to return to the site, but I donāt want to. Iām caught in that familiar void once again.
When I sidle back toward my unintended and temporary swimming pool, the hole in the ground has grown wider. Jackās backpack is sitting on the edge of a large puddle. With all the other things needing my attention, this is the one that feels most immediate. Itās as if it contains something of critical importance to me. The small gap between the zipper and its full-stop position causes my heart to skip a beat. Swallowed up by worry and guilt, I place it in a dry spot on the side porch.
Glancing back in their direction, I see the water has soaked through Jackās white shirt and jeans. He isnāt one of those chiseled specimens Iāve encountered in unrealistic romance novels. Still, thereās a certainty and physical stability about him. Itās authentic, even if my apprehensive self says otherwise.
āHi, Iām Jack.ā He reaches out his dirty hand to greet Lizzie.
āIām Lizzie. Thanks for, um, helping. I guess we needed it.ā
āActually, it looked like you had pretty much everything under control.ā He grins and hands the wrench back to her.
āThank you, Jack.ā He turns toward me. The sound of his name, even in a simple expression of gratitude, is enchanting in ways it shouldnāt be.
āItās no problem. Iām always happy to help a neighbor.ā Thereās an unspoken tension between us. Our words trip over each other. Weāre like clumsy toddlers trying to find our way around an unfamiliar space. Water continues to drip down his forehead, tracing a path down his cheek. It distracts me from what we should be doing.
āBe right back. Iām going to get something to dry off with.ā I donāt even consider the fact Iām leaving Lizzie with someone Iāve only known for a short period. But Jack feels like the furthest thing from a stranger. By the time I return with three towels, the two of them are grinning at me.
āAll done.ā Jack hands me the wrench, suggesting the repair is complete.
āSee, I told you it wouldnāt be that tough.ā Lizzie giggles in jest as I toss a towel at her with mock aggression. She catches it before it hits her. Iām more careful with the one I hand to Jack.
I dry my face, watching the deluge of water drain into the yard. Itās making a path away from the house and back toward the garden. It knows where and how to channel itself in a direction that nurtures growth. Jack keeps glancing around as he continues drying himself. I know what heās looking for.
āI put it on the porch. Would you like something to drink? Itās the least I can do to thank you for your help. And to apologize for ruining your clothes.ā Please let that be the only thing I ruined.
āThat would be nice. Iāve heard about your famous lemonade.ā Word travels so much faster in a small town. Things draw toward each other in a compelling and invisible way. āHank hinted at your peculiar preference for lemonade over sweet tea. And your niece told me I need to try it.ā That hidden thread seems to connect our thoughts.
I return to the side porch with three glasses. Lizzie sits in the rocking chair, and Jack leans against the railing. I take a seat on the table beside my niece. āSo, we have something in common? You prefer lemonade too?ā
āActually, I usually drink tea. But Iāve been encouraged to try some new things lately.ā My face flushes with embarrassment. My vulnerability has been exposed again after proposing we share a unique bond. āBut that doesnāt mean we still donāt have something in common.ā He takes a sip, grins, and runs a single finger through his damp hair. Jackās eyes keep peeking toward his backpack on the ground.
āIām afraid to look inside it. It was sitting in a puddle of water after you came to our rescue.ā
āItās okay. Iāve got lots of sketchbooks.ā I know heās bending the truth. He may have many, but this one holds a special importance to him. I lean over and hand the backpack to him. He pulls out the sketchbook. A small part along the corner is damp with moisture. Jack peeks at the page with my house sketched on it. It appears unblemished, but then I notice a wet spot has moved across the paper. As irony would have it, itās located in the same place on the page where our yard disaster occurred. Thereās a slight bleeding of the charcoal marks. The hard edges have become blurred. It smooths out the detail into something resembling an abstract painting.
āIām so sorry.ā He closes the cover.
āNo worries. I was meaning to try a new approach anyway. Perhaps this is the universeās way of telling me itās time.ā I look over at Lizzie, whose mouth is agape.
āCan IĀ .Ā .Ā . see those? Please?ā Thereās a reverence in her voice. Itās another uncharacteristic quality for an adolescent. But my niece is anything but a typical teenager. Jack hands her the sketchbook, with less hesitation than when he first shared it with me. Is he more comfortable with the idea now? Does he think theyāre ruined? Or is it something else?
Lizzie turns each page with care. She studies every sketch, genuinely admiring each of his artistic creations. āThese are allĀ .Ā .Ā . awesome.ā She sounds awestruck and amazed, but I sense a hint of dejection. That sheās never created anything that good. Or worthy of praise. The customary upturn to her lips has straightened with seriousness.
āThat one there is something I drew while sitting atop a mountain in North Carolina. You see that path winding through it?ā Jack moves beside her and traces his finger over the meandering line. Lizzie nods. āI imagined all the people on various parts of that trail. I thought about how they might feel.ā
āDid it help you? To draw it?ā
āSure did. I noticed how the ones halfway through are closer to the finish line. I bet they looked at things differently because of where they were on their path. It reminded me not to compare my middle with someone elseās end.ā
Lizzie closes his sketchbook with tenderness as a small grin returns to her face. Jack flashes a quick glance in my direction, and I offer him a warm smile. Itās an unspoken thank-you for his gentle encouragement of a young artist.
āCan we go to that bridge, Aunt Claire?ā Wise beyond her years, she picked up on his message. Her resurging enthusiasm warms my heart.
āDo you draw?ā Thereās a genuine interest layered inside Jackās question.
āNo, but I paint. Hold on a second.ā She dashes from her seat, flinging mud everywhere. I say nothing about wiping her feet or keeping the dirt contained. Encouraging her passionate spirit is much more important.
She returns with her sketchbook, in cleaner hands, and shares it with Jack. āLet me wash up first.ā He makes his way toward the hose, not remembering the water is still turned off.
āNo, itās okay. Here.ā She blocks him and places the paintings before him with a wide smile on her face.
He thumbs through them with care, studying each picture with the same intensity as Lizzie. Iām watching two peers, separated by several decades, establish some deep connection. Art is magic. āThis is truly amazing.ā
āMaybe Jack can come with us, Aunt Claire? To the bridge? He could give me some great pointers.ā Remaining silent, Iām captivated by the grin on her face. I might be ready to roam around town with my niece, but not with Jack. There are too many unresolved emotions to decipher.
āI should be getting home. I have a bit of laundry to do.ā He saves me from having to say the inevitable.
āThank you again, Jack. Anytime you want to draw the house, youāre welcome to camp out across the street.ā What was that about unresolved emotions to sort out? Iām surprised by my offer, but I guess itās the least I can do. Especially since Iām ultimately the one responsible for damaging his sketchbook. āIāll even have some tea for you, if youāll share your progress withĀ .Ā .Ā .ā What am I doing? Itās time for a full stop on any more words coming from my mouth.
āIād like to see it too, if you donāt mind.ā Lizzie saves me now, her request soft. Jack smiles, picks up his backpack, and reaches out to shake Lizzieās hand.
āIt was a pleasure meeting you, Lizzie. And Iād be happy to share my drawings if you promise to do the same.ā He turns toward me and offers his palm, slightly open, fingers spread apart. An accelerated heartbeat thumps against my chest.
My arm stretches out to Jackās without thought. His smooth and tender touch causes a hiccup in my breath. Itās like heās drawn out some new emotion from somewhere deep inside me.
āAnd the same goes for you, Claire.ā He winks before offering a small smile. āA pleasant afternoon and evening to you, ladies.ā He tips an imaginary cap, walks around the corner of the porch, and disappears. The dizzying hum of life begins to subside. Jackās words echo in my mind. And the same goes for you, Claire. What did he mean? I donāt draw or paint. If he shares his drawings with me, what am I to share with him? And that wink. It was more intense than some kisses Iāve experienced.
āBest. Day. Ever.ā Lizzieās teenage wisdom pulls me back to the side porch.