It was almost pleasant, working with the uncomplaining machinery. He shut off the image-projector portion of the system, so that he wouldn’t have to see or hear the dreadful performances that were on the tape. He was interested in the technical problem of keeping the visual quality of the images constant; that he could do better by watching the gauges than by watching the acting.

All of physics boils down to reading a dial, he remembered from his undergraduate days. He chuckled to himself.

“And all physicists are basically loners,” he said aloud. Not because they want to be. But if you spend enough time reading dials, you never learn how to read people.

Someone knocked at the door. Almost annoyed, Oxnard called, “Who is it?” without looking up from the control board.

Light spilled across his field of view as the door opened. “What are you doing here so late?”

He looked up. It was Brenda, her lean, leggy form silhouetted in the light from the hallway.

“Trying to make this tape consistent, on the optical quality side,” he said. Then, almost as an afterthought, “What about you? What time is it?”

“Almost nine. I had a lot of paperwork to finish.”

“Oh.” He took his hands off the control knobs and gestured to her. “Come on in. I didn’t realize I’d been here so long.”

“Aren’t you going back to L.A. tomorrow?” Brenda asked. She stepped into the tiny room, but left the door open behind her.

He nodded. “Yes. That’s why I thought I’d stick with this until the job’s done. The editors can’t handle this kind of problem. They’re good guys, but they’d probably ruin the tape.”

“Which show are you working on?” Brenda asked, pulling up a stool beside him.

He shrugged. “I don’t know. They all look alike to me.”

Brenda agreed. “Will you be at it much longer?”

“Almost finished... another ten-fifteen minutes or so.”

“Can I buy you dinner afterward?” she asked.

He started to say no, but held up. “I’ll buy you some dinner.”

“I can charge it off to Titanic. Let B.F. buy us both dinner.”

With a sudden grin, he agreed.

He worked in silence for a few minutes, conscious of her looking over his shoulder, smelling the faint fragrance of her perfume, almost feeling the tickling of a stray wisp of her long red hair.

“Bill?”

“What?” Without looking up from the control board.

“Why do you keep coming up here every weekend?”

“To make sure the equipment works okay.”

“Oh. That’s awfully good of you.”

He clicked the power off and looked up at her. “That’s a damned lie,” he admitted, to himself as much as to her. “I could stay down at Malibu and wait for you to have some trouble. Or send one of my technicians.”

Brenda’s face didn’t look troubled or surprised. “Then why?”

“Because I like being with you,” he said.

“Really?”

“You know I do.”

She didn’t look away, didn’t laugh, didn’t frown. “I hoped you did. But you never said a word....”

Suddenly his hands were embarrassingly awkward appendages. They wouldn’t stay still.

“Well,” he said, scratching at his five o’clock shadow, “I guess I’m still a teenager in some ways... retarded... I was afraid... afraid you wouldn’t be interested in me.”

“You were wrong,” she said simply.

She leaned toward him and his hands reached for her and he kissed her. She felt warm and safe and good.

They decided to have dinner in his hotel room. Oxnard felt giddy, as if he were hyperventilating or celebrating New Year’s Eve a month early. As they drove through the dark frigid night toward the hotel, he asked:

“The one thing I was afraid of was that you’d walk out on the show, like everybody else has.”

“Oh, I couldn’t do that,” Brenda said, very seriously.

“Why not?”

“B.F. wouldn’t let me.”

“You mean you allow him to run your whole life? He tells you to freeze your... your nose off here in Toronto all winter, on a dead duck of a show, and you do it?”

She nodded. “That’s right.”

He pulled the car into the hotel’s driveway as he asked, “Why don’t you just quit? There are lots of other studios and jobs....”

“I can’t quit Titanic.”

“Why not? What’s Finger got on you?”

“Nothing. Except that he’s my father and I’m the only person in the world that he can really trust.”

“He’s your father?”

Brenda grinned broadly at him. “Yes. And you’re the only person in the whole business who knows it. So please don’t tell anyone else.”

Oxnard was stunned.

He was still groggy, but grinning happily, as they walked arm-in-arm through the hotel lobby, got into an elevator and headed for his room. Neither of them noticed the three-dee set in the lobby; it was tuned to the evening news. A somber-faced sports reporter was saying: