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ā€œIā€™m always interested in the reactions of new colonists. You see, I was born here. Iā€™m third-generation Edenite, and I never expected anything better. I wasnā€™t lied to, and I feel sympathy for everyone else who was. Some Earthies canā€™t handle it. They arrive expecting perfect weather, food dangling from the trees waiting to be picked, gentle streams that never flood.

ā€œThere actually are one or two places like that here on Eden, down on the equator. Weā€™ve only just located them. Planetary exploration is dependent on local means of transportation, not to mention limited available manpower. Meanwhile weā€™re stuck here in the so-called temperate zone, tied to the GATE because moving it might break the link with Earth. Chances are good that it wouldnā€™t, but weā€™re not secure enough yet to take the risk, though some of us donā€™t care if we ever hear from Earth again, supplies or no supplies.

ā€œRight now weā€™re working on a repulsion rail system that will take us to the Auraxis coast. But itā€™s far from perfect there, just better weather on balance.ā€

ā€œWhatā€™s wrong with it?ā€ Lisa asked.

ā€œSeasonal hurricanes, occurring with a greater frequency than they do on the Gulf Coast of North America.ā€

ā€œWeā€™re from North America.ā€

ā€œGood. Depending on what part, youā€™ll handle the transposition better than some. Every so often we get colonists from Imperial Russia, Scandinavia, and Canada. They donā€™t mind the climate here.ā€

Eric found a vacant chair, sat down. He was starting to relax a little. ā€œSo itā€™s all a lie, then, to induce valuable people to emigrate, to participate in the ā€˜lotteriesā€™.?ā€

ā€œOh, we have our libraries and our little symphony and our discussion groups, but there isnā€™t much time to spare. Keeping warm and fed occupies everyoneā€™s time. Psychological testing of colonists before theyā€™re sent through pretty well eliminates the potential snobs. We do get a few once in a while, though, who claim theyā€™re above physical labor.ā€

ā€œWhat do you with them?ā€

ā€œNot a damn thing. No work, no food. Weā€™re very democratic here. No oneā€™s starved yet, to my knowledge, but some people die before they should. Thereā€™s a lot of bitterness here. It festers, and eventually it kills." He shook his head. ā€œThis is not paradise. Not according to the descriptions Iā€™ve read."

ā€œI wonder if Garden is as bad?ā€ Lisa murmured.

ā€œWeā€™ve no way of knowing, of course, since thereā€™s no communication between the colonies any more than there is back to Earth. Thereā€™s not much we can do about it. We canā€™t build a plasma drive, and even if we could, the protesters would be dead before it reached Earth, let alone returned with a reply. It took the drone probe which discovered Eden a hundred and thirty years to make the round trip.ā€ He shrugged.

ā€œLike I said, Iā€™m third generation. It doesnā€™t bother me as much as it does the newcomers.ā€

ā€œBut it still rankles?ā€ Eric said.

ā€œSure. Nobody likes to be lied to, even before theyā€™re born.ā€ He shifted his position on the edge of the table. ā€œNow what about you two? You said something about possible trouble?ā€

Eric took Lisaā€™s hand in his. Having arrived on a world founded and maintained by lies, it seemed only fair to tell the truth.

ā€œWeā€™re not your ordinary new colonists. Weā€™re artisons. At least, Lisa is. Iā€™m something else. Call me an artison-plus.ā€

ā€œOh, artificial persons.ā€ Eric expected anything except Jeeterā€™s casual nonchalance. ā€œWe have a number of them here.ā€

Lisa gaped at him. ā€œBut I thought the colony worlds were only for specially picked humans.ā€

Jeeter laughed, smiled at her. ā€œDo you think youā€™re the first folks with trouble to have slipped through here?ā€

ā€œEvery attempt weā€™ve ever heard of was met with failure,ā€ Eric told him.

ā€œOf course! But what about the attempts you donā€™t hear about? Dā€™you think, as popular as the government has made emigration, that theyā€™re going to publicize incidents where the unchosen have made it through the GATE? Theyā€™d have trouble with unauthorized attempts every hour.

ā€œOh, we do get an occasional bonafide criminal who makes it through. Youā€™d be surprised how many ways there are to disguise someoneā€™s identity.ā€

ā€œDonā€™t count on it,ā€ Eric murmured.

ā€œTheir attitude changes fast once they step through. Either they cast off their past or they donā€™t make it. Eden has no room for those who think they can live off the labor of others, and this populationā€™s too smart to be fooled. Crime isnā€™t in fashion here. In that respect, maybe we do have one small aspect of paradise. The really brutal types, the killers and arsonists, arenā€™t smart enough to make it through.

ā€œIn addition there have been four or five artisons whoā€™ve made it through, and one robot. You can meet the robot if you like. Heā€™s ninety-four and something of a local icon.ā€

ā€œHow on Earth could a robot sneak through?ā€ Eric wanted to know.

ā€œDisguised himself as a mobile excavator and was sent through with a supply shipment. We admire that kind of ingenuity on Eden. Itā€™s what keeps you alive in the winter.ā€

Lisa eyed the snow outside. ā€œItā€™s not winter?ā€

ā€œMid-spring,ā€ Jeeter told her somberly. ā€œI said it wasnā€™t paradise. Even the equator gets some snow. As for your personal concerns, forget ā€™em. Thereā€™s no origin prejudice here on Eden. Lifeā€™s difficult enough without fabricating additional problems.ā€

Eric wrestled with himself before adding, ā€œThereā€™s something more. I said I wasnā€™t your usual, garden-variety artison. I ā€¦ I donā€™t really know enough about myself to say all that I am. Iā€™m human. I know that. But I wasnā€™t ā€¦ manufactured ā€¦ on Earth.ā€

Jeeter made a face as Eric struggled to interpret the expression. ā€œWeā€™ll, thatā€™s a new one. You seem human enough to me, and it speaks well for you that youā€™re not trying to hide anything." He looked to Lisa. ā€œYou vouch for him?"

She leaned her head on Ericā€™s shoulder. ā€œFor the rest of my life.ā€

ā€œGood enough for me. You do your work and help out and contribute to the colony, and I donā€™t care if youā€™re one of Satanā€™s imps fled from hell." He slipped off the table and moved to his console, studied the information displayed.

ā€œDoesnā€™t look like weā€™re going to get anyone else through today.ā€ He touched several switches, and the steady hum that had enveloped the GATE Terminus faded. ā€œNo point in wasting power. Itā€™ll notify us if a transposition is in progress. Usually thereā€™s a week between shipments.

ā€œTell you what. Since youā€™re such an interesting couple, Iā€™ll run you through the reception line myself.ā€ He led them to the back of the barn. The line of newly arrived colonists had shrunk considerably. None of them glanced back at Lisa and Eric, save for one curious older gentleman.

ā€œI donā€™t remember seeing you two during the orientation session.ā€

ā€œLate additions,ā€ Eric told him. He turned away, accepting the explanation.

ā€œMove over, Mari.ā€ A dark-skinned lady smiled openly at Eric, moved to another chair, and relinquished her console to Jeeter. It was a compact, portable unit, easily shipped through the GATE. Eric was curious about the local manufacturing facilities. High technology didnā€™t appear to be a priority item on the Edenitesā€™ agenda. On the other hand, a colony in existence for a century and a half ought to have some capabilities, founded on basic equipment shipped out from Earth. As a design engineer, heā€™d probably find out soon enough.

Jeeter confirmed his feelings after Eric had outlined his electronics background. ā€œGlad to have you with us, though I donā€™t think youā€™ll have much time for theory and design. This equipment is made to last, and weā€™ll be producing our own memory and logic components some day soon, but thereā€™s always need for good repairmen. Iā€™m sure youā€™ll fit right in.ā€ He made some notations, glanced expectantly at Lisa.

ā€œWhat about you? Whatā€™s your specialty?ā€

Eric stepped in to spare her potential embarrassment. ā€œIf itā€™s acceptable, sheā€™s just going to be a home-maintainer for a while.ā€

ā€œWeā€™ll find something for her. Thereā€™s plenty of work to go around. Not for an ex-model,ā€ he said, guessing correctly. ā€œThereā€™s no high fashion on Eden. Weā€™re more concerned with keeping warm.ā€

ā€œIā€™ll do anything assigned to me,ā€ Lisa said quickly. ā€œIā€™m ā€¦ stronger than the average woman.ā€

ā€œNo problem. It doesnā€™t matter what you used to do, only what you do now. Remember, this is not terrestrial society. This is a highly motivated, rigorously sorted collection of intelligent human beings. Thereā€™s nothing like it anywhere on Earth. Maybe on Garden.ā€

ā€œBut despite your intelligence and social balance, youā€™re still angry at having been lied to,ā€ Eric said.

ā€œSure, but thereā€™s no point in making speeches since we canā€™t do anything about it. Stress leads to high blood pressure, protein breakdown, and an early death.ā€

ā€œI see what you mean about balance. Are you a typical example? Nothing seems to bother you for more than a second or two.ā€

ā€œI expect Iā€™m average. We do have our designated iconoclasts. Weā€™re not all engineers and agri specialists. You might recognize a couple of famous actors in our opto producing group. There are something like seventy-five thousand of us now. Our birthrate is steady and healthy, our children superior, and thereā€™s a steady infusion of fresh blood from Earth. Weā€™ve grown enough to allow some diversity.ā€

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