I try to explain to them both that no one has interest in me. I’m a nerdy girl at school. My dad says that’s immature children. There are men in this world that would scoop me up in a heartbeat. I don’t doubt him, but I want to be free. I want them to trust me and let me go to the store alone. Then again there are no stores that are close enough for me to walk to. We live all the way out in the sticks.

We are going to New Jersey tonight. My Uncle Odin, my real Uncle, is having some issues and he has called for my father and his MC brothers to come. We can go because my mom pulled me out of school last week. The bullies had gotten bold enough that one of the girls slapped me and split my lip. I hit the locker from the slap and my head hit the lock. The school had to send me to the hospital.

When dad got to the school with the entire MC with him including my Uncle Odin and Fenrir it didn’t go well for the Principal. He wound up going to the hospital and my dad spent the night in jail. Well not the whole night. Salvador Delli Gatti showed up and threatened the whole police force and the entire school system. No one fucks with the Mob.

I’m packing up two bags. One bag with the clothes I can’t live without. The other is the stuffies I can’t be without. My parents try to hide their relationship from me, but I’ve seen how they are. He’s the head of the household and she is the sweet wife that obeys her husband. My best friend and cousin Freyja and I read books. Books we shouldn’t at our age.

Her go to books is Dom/sub. Mine are the Daddy Dom books. I don’t necessarily need to do the age-play thing. I don’t need to go into a different mindset to feel whole. I like the idea of a Daddy and the words that go along with it. I like the need to follow rules and if I break them, I will be held accountable. I’m always trying to break my father’s rules. I have heard him say she’s going to need a daddy. Only if he knew how true those words are.

“Snow are you all packed. We need to get on the road.”

“I’m all packed Uncle Bishop. Who’s driving me?” I ask him this as I’m lugging my two duffle bags. I get to ride in a cage. I’m getting over a cold and dad doesn’t want me on the back of a bike. One of the guys will put their bike in the bed of the truck and drive me to Uncle Odin’s.

“Rambo will be driving you. We’ll be surrounding the cage. We are going to stop for a bite to eat before we get there. We’re not going to the compound. We are heading to a different house on the island. In case we wind up on a lockdown.” I don’t want to go. I can’t voice that out loud because of course I have to go. At least I’ll have my own room. Normally I would have to share with Freyja.

We arrive at the house we will be staying at. I greet and hug all of my family and extended family. Uncle Thor has a girlfriend now. She seems to be nice. When I get to the prospects Huginn and Muninn I hug them as fast as I can. Every time I’m in close proximity of them I get all flustered. Yeah, it’s probably my teenage hormones. They are the spitting image of each other. Tall, slender, and muscular in just the right places. Some people can’t tell them apart. I have no problem with that. Huginn, or Jagger as his rightfully known, has a scar above his top lip on the right side. Muninn, Zane, is a bit wider in the shoulders.

Jagger, being the one born ten minutes before Zane is the dominant one. They have that whole twin thing down to the very bottom. They can finish each other’s sentences, communicate with each other without words. I’ve had a crush on them since I met them. They would make amazing daddies. I can see Jagger as the one to do the spankings and Zane to do the cuddles. Zane would be the one to spoil their girl.

Did I mention that I can buy things online and my parents don’t look in the boxes? I bought myself two raven stuffies. There’s a name tag on each one. It says Huginn/Daddy, the other says Muninn/Pappa. I take them with me. I don’t put them in the bag with my other stuffies. They get hidden under my clothes. I know my dad would shoot them if he knew that I had a crush on them. I have over heard Uncle Odin saying my dad is a shoot them first, ask questions later type of guy. I know dad has a temper. He does try to rein it in when dealing with me.

Freyja isn’t here at the moment. I don’t want to be around all the adults and I’m not in the mood to spend time with Skyler, so I head to my room. I start to unpack all the things I brought with me. I place Huginn and Muninn in the center of the bed. I get lost in having fun by myself that I don’t hear the door open. I don’t realize that I’m not alone. I’m talking sternly at my two daddy stuffies trying to explain why I needed all that candy when someone clears their throat. I freeze thinking it’s my dad.

“Turn around little girl.” That voice, oh my god that commanding voice belongs to Jagger. I want to crawl under the bed and hide. I can’t move. I’m too embarrassed.

“Did you not hear him little girl? Do we need to repeat ourselves?” Zane says in a voice that is just like his brother’s. I turn around so my body is facing them, but I don’t look at them. I’m looking at my chipped painted toes. I didn’t go with mom last week to get the Mani/Pedi we usually get since I had been sick.

“Look at me young lady.” This raises my hackles. I might be young, but I don’t need them to remind me.

“You know what fuck you both. Get out of my room.” Their eyebrows go crazily sky high. Zane has a smirk on his face and Jagger, oh Jagger is all business. I’m so screwed. He steps closer to me.

“We know your age young lady. Daddies always call their girl young lady, little girl, or whatever else they want to. Be happy that you are underage, or your beautiful ass would be red right now, and yes it would be red from the both of us. You will get half a punishment from me and the other half from Zane. Is that clear little girl?”

“Yes, yes Daddy.” Oh god why did I say that. They can’t be my daddies. I don’t want anything to happen to them.

“Good girl. Now we came in here to tell you that we are on lockdown. You have been assigned to us to watch. Now that we know you want and need two daddies you belong to us. We will wait for you to get old enough. As for your father and your Uncle Odin, let us worry about that. You get your education, and we will take care of the rest,” Jagger tells me.

“Oh, and little girl. You can try to explain to your stuffie Daddies why you had to eat all that candy but mark my words you will follow your living breathing Daddies better. Understand me little girl?”

“Yes Pappa.” They both smile. Jagger kisses me on the top of my head and Zane on my forehead. Oh god I’m so done for.

***

We spent a few months with Uncle Odin’s MC. I listened to Huginn and Muninn. I was the picture-perfect good girl. I didn’t want anyone to know how I felt towards them. It was really hard. The few times I stepped out of line I would get the raised eyebrow, or the clearing of the throat. Neither one of them touched me. Which I’m happy about.

I’ve been talking to this guy online. I haven’t told him that I’m taken but told the guy I would meet up with him somewhere. I snuck out of the compound and that was my biggest mistake. He has taken me to a hotel. He said he is going to pop my cherry and feast on me once his boys get here. He told me that five of his friends are going to make me a cum dumpster.

The guy has ripped my shirt open and is about to do more when the door is kicked in and Huginn and Muninn are right there. Huginn beats the shit out of the guy while Muninn comes over to me. He wraps me in a blanket and carries me out of the room. Before we make it down the stairs, I hear a gun go off. My dad, Uncle Odin and the rest of both MCs come running over.

Dad takes me from Muninn and falls to his knees crying. I really feel like shit. My father has never cried. I know my mother is going to be worse. I look up and see the twins looking down at me. What if they don’t want me anymore? I’ve made such a grave mistake.

“Snow, sweet girl, did that man, oh god I can’t ask. Brother help me.” I place my hand on my father’s face and shake my head silently saying no.

“Jagger and Zane got there before he could. He called for five of his friends to come. I’m so sorry, I’m sorry I was a bad girl.” My father hugs me closer. I’m looking at the ground. I know the twins are still here, but I can’t look at them. I fear what they think or the look in their eyes. I want them to hold me, but I know they can’t.

To my surprise my father put me inside an SUV with the twins. It’s just the three of us. My father said since they found me, I could ride with them. Also, because they are prospecting for Uncle Odin’s MC it’s their job.

“Little girl, I want you to be honest with us. Did that man do anything to you?”

“He, um he made me kiss him. He didn’t get any farther because he wanted his friends watch him take…”

“Enough. I’m sorry baby girl. I shouldn’t have yelled. We are trying our best here.”

“I understand Jagger. I will be truthful to you.”

“That’s Daddy to you. Remember he is Pappa. You are to call us Huginn and Muninn in front of the others or by our names. When we are alone you know what to call us.”

“I wasn’t sure if you would still want me. Aren’t I dirty now?”

“No little girl. A kiss means nothing if it’s not from your Daddies. You still belong to us and that will never ever change. Now though you will wear a tracking device,” Pappa says. I had a feeling that it would be coming. As much as I had wanted to be free, I needed to be protected too. The small freedom I had was nothing but fear.

“I’m so sorry. I wish there was some way I could show you both what a big mistake I made.” I start crying and Zane pulls me closer to him. The windows on the SUV are blacked out. Dad and the other guys are riding in front, on the side, and behind us. If dad was to see him holding me, I could explain that I’m emotional which I really am.

“Shh baby girl, we got you. While you were gone, we told father of our intention with you. Odin had figured it out while we were on lockdown. They both threatened us, but we welcomed it. We had to make many promises that we will keep.” I’m surprised Huginn was so relaxed telling me this.

“I’m glad. Do you think they’ll be okay if you guys stay the night, and we can cuddle? I just want to feel protected by you both.”

“We can see. Your mother is probably going to want to hold you and not let you go. One of the promises Jagger and I made is when your parents want you, we wouldn’t interfere. Besides, your mother has no idea how we feel. We waited until we met up with your father to tell him. We were all shocked that he didn’t hit us or anything. He actually laughed telling us we better be good daddies.”

These things they are telling me about my father baffle me. I really thought my father would go off the deep end. I’m going to take this as a win. My new concern is going to be mom. Because once she realizes that I want to be with the twins I won’t be living in Penn any longer. I know she always wanted me to live on the compound when I got older. Knowing her, she more or less thought that the guy I ended up with would join dad’s MC.

That’s just not for me. I mean yeah, the MC doesn’t bother me, it’s just I don’t want that person to be a JunkYard Dog. Not a super fan of them being under Uncle Odin, but that seems less of a problem. I know Uncle Odin let the members of his MC own a house on the island. My thing is can Huginn and Muninn afford to buy a house away from the compound. They are only Prospects.

“Hey beautiful we’re here. Come on your mother is running to the truck.” Jagger tells me. I look up and see my mom running over to us. Mom isn’t one to run. Only the members of both MCs know she had a broken hip at a young age that didn’t properly heal. Her father was an abusive asshole. I don’t have to worry about meeting him. Dad with the rest of the MC went and hunted him down and killed him.

I jump out of the truck and run towards my mommy. I hug her fiercely. She and I are both crying. I feel her reaching her hand out. I can smell my dad’s scent. The man always smells like leather and pine. He wraps himself in our embrace.

“Oh, my baby girl. Please Wolf, tell me she’s okay.” I can hear how scared she is. I would respond but she’s squeezing me hard to her chest.

“She’s safe my love. Huginn and Muninn found her. Jagger took care of the man.” My mother sucks in a deep breath. I can’t look up at her. She knows what that means.

“Yes love, I know. They will be good Daddies to our girl. They know they have to wait until she’s eighteen.”

“I see. We will talk about this later.” Mom knows that when dad says something he rarely goes back on his word. His word is important. I hear the crunching of the dirt on the ground and sense Jagger and Zane. It’s like I consciously know them. My mother’s hold on me gets impossibly tighter. I want to push off her but that will upset her. I do let out a painful groan that has both Jagger and Zane growling. Dad chuckles at them.

“Love don’t squeeze our daughter to death. You need to let her go.”

“Fuck you, she’s my baby.” Oh my God. She said fuck you to dad, that is a big mistake. Dad pulls me from mom’s arms and swings me around to Jagger. Dad bends at the waist and tosses mom over his shoulder. She is yelling at him while hitting his back as he walks into the house. He swats her on the ass, which causes her to stop. I don’t know what he said to her, but she just sobs as they disappear inside.