Pappa helps me get off Daddy’s lap. The three of us head into the bathroom. Daddy gets me all clean. Pappa gets himself cleaned first then leaves the shower. Daddy gets himself all washed. He turns off the water and we head into the bedroom. Pappa has laid out clothes for me. Daddy dries me off, then helps me get dressed. Daddy slips into a pair of boxer briefs and we go out into the kitchen. Looking at the island I see paper sitting there. Daddy sits me right in front of the paper. On the very top I see the words, ‘I will never run from my Daddies.’
Pappa tells me I have to write that one hundred times. Even after sex I have to do the lines. I won’t argue. I don’t want the man-made butt plug again. I guess I need to call it bottom plug. This way I don’t get in trouble. Taking the pen in hand like a good girl. I get to writing the words. Not sure how long it takes me to write the lines, but I get it all done. My hand is in pain. The tears are threating to fall. My back was hurting as well as my legs.
Daddy and Pappa come over to me. I’m hunched over the island. There is no way I’ll be able to get off this stool. Pappa takes the papers and gives them a look over. He taps them on the island then walks away. Daddy scoops me from the stool, and I let out a whimper.
“Zane, next time she sits at the dining room table. Our girl is in too much pain.” I have my hand cradled to my chest. My head is resting on Daddy’s chest. We go to the bedroom and Daddy gently places me on the bed. He goes into the bathroom and I hear the water for the tub running. Pappa comes into the room and undresses me. Pappa too scoops me up and he carries me to the bathroom. Pappa eases me into the tub.
The water feels so good on my achy body. Daddy put bubble bath in. I can also feel something else in the water. Both Daddy and Pappa sit on the floor next to the tub. I look around the bathroom spotting a bag of Epsom Salt. They both have a hand in the water to stir the salt to dissolve.
I’m in the tub for some time. My muscles are feeling lose. Daddy takes my hand and looks at it. It’s all wrinkly. Daddy unplugs the tub while Pappa helps me out. We get to the bedroom and Pappa dries me. Daddy walks to the closet to get me something to wear when his phone goes off. He answers it. Whoever is on the other end has him walking out of the room. Pappa pulls out one of his tees and slips it over my head. Pappa sits me on the bed when a notification comes from his cellphone.
Pappa reads the message and says fuck. Daddy hasn’t come back. I wonder if Daddy sent Pappa the text.
“Baby girl, something has come up and you have to go stay with George, River and Hans. It’s important club business. Come on I’ll help you get dressed. Daddy is coming to pack you a bag.”
I really wish they would tell me what is going on. I feel like they’re leaving me in the dark about something important. Whatever it is must either be about my parents or Uncle and Aunt. The emotions I’m dealing with is like being on a roller coaster. I want to lash out at them, yell at them, and tell them I think they’re not being fair to me. Eighteen is my age, not younger. I’m not a baby or fragile. I can handle anything. Well maybe they’re right. I did break down after what happened with my parents, but that’s different.
Pappa gets me ready and Daddy has two bags packed. There is a knock at the door. Daddy opens it to see River and Hans at the door. The four men all stand together looking at each other. My body wants me to run out the back door. I’m fighting myself really hard not to do just that.
“Snow, would you please go to the kitchen so we can talk to River and Hans a moment.” He called me Snow. Oh god, my heart hurts. Daddy... No, I’m going to be a good girl and do as he asked. Walking in the kitchen I go and stand by the door. You know what fuck the men in this family. Fuck Jagger, fuck Zane. My hand goes on the knob. Looking over my shoulder I see if I can be spotted. Nope all good to go. The knob turns and out the door I go.
The fence is chain link so it’s not that hard to climb. The Stone guys won’t be able to find me.
Chapter 7
Chapter 6
Jagger
Hans fills us in about what is going on with Odin. Odin feels like Bishop is a pussy and should not be with Freyja. He is blaming Bishop for Freyja going into labor early. He is held up in his room at Club Steele. That is a good thing, I hope.
“Fuck Jagger, I feel a breeze. You don’t think.” That girl isn’t going to walk for a fuckin year because her ass is going to be too sore. The four of us run into the kitchen and the back door is open. Fuck. That girl is going to be the death of us. I think that line is going to be said over and over.
“Jagger, I’ll get in the SUV. She can’t be that far ahead,” River mentions. He goes back into the house to go get the car. I hop over the fence and Zane is right behind me.
“You go that way; I’ll head this way.” He gives a nod before he runs. I saw the agony on his face. He is terrified. I have no doubt he has a million bad things running in his head. I can feel his pain. I’m praying that I’m the one to find her. She is in a world of trouble. As I’m running it dawns on me, she has a tracker on. I stop running long enough to open the app on my phone. I see the little red dot. She’s up on the boardwalk. I turn around and head in that direction. I want to get to her first. I decide that I’m not going to text Zane yet.
Running to her location I spot her. She has her back to me. I walk as silently as I possibly can. I stand behind her for a moment. Need to catch my breath. Once my emotions are under control I walk up behind her. I know she can see my shadow and feel my presence.
“Did you actually think you would get away from us little girl?” When she spins around, she slaps me. Wow that came out of left field.
“I’m trying to figure out a way to get off this island and find a new home. I have no Daddies.”
“What are you talking about? I’m your Daddy and Zane is your Pappa. Let’s go home.” I reach to take her hand and she pulls away from me. She runs. It’s a good thing the boardwalk is empty. I run after her. I grab her waist and toss her ass over my shoulder. She is hitting my back and ass. I give her a swat on hers. That gets her settled down. I pull out my cell as I make my way to the north end to call Zane. I make sure it’s on speaker.
“Please tell me you found her?”
“Oh, I found our little pixie alright. She slapped me across the face. Had the balls to try and run. I have her over my shoulder. Meet me by the condos on the last block in town.” Zane doesn’t answer because he just walked up on the boardwalk. Oh shit, he’s been crying. What am I going to do. They are both my world. He gets to us, and he takes her from me. Zane slides her down his body. She looks like she’s about to slap him but pauses. She sees he’s still crying.
“Baby girl, you’re safe. I was so scared. Baby girl, please don’t run from us.” He crushes her to his chest. She wraps her arms around him. Whatever upset her is over for now. I text Hans telling him we have her.
“Pappa, I didn’t mean to make you cry. I’m sorry.”
“We need to get back to the house. You have to tell your Daddies why you ran.” She turns and looks at me nodding her head yes. The walk back to the house doesn’t take long. Hans and River are waiting for us. I sent Thor a text to tell him what happened. He told me that we can stay. Snow is more important. Zane and Snow go inside the house. I go over to the SUV.
“Thor told us to stay to take care of Snow.”
“That sounds good man. I hope things go well,” Hans wishes us well and they leave. Taking in a few deep breathes before I go inside. I turn and head into the house. Zane is sitting on the couch and Snow is laying with her head in his lap. He is staring into nothing while playing with her hair. I sit on the table in front of them. Snow sits up, Zane comes out of his trance, and he turns to her. She has both of our attention.
“Daddy, you called me Snow.” Zane’s eyes snap to mine. It comes to me like lightening. Shit I did call her Snow.
“Daddy is sorry. I guess it slipped out because we were having a very serious conversation. I think we should tell you what happened.” Zane reaches out and pats my arm and nods his head in agreement.
“Odin went off the deep end. He kidnapped Freyja. He has her at Club Steele at the moment. It was after she had the twins. I called Thor and told him what occurred with you, and he told me that we need to take care of you. Me hurting you is something I can never forgive myself for. I’m so sorry.”
“No Daddy. You can forgive yourself. I forgive you.” Snow gets up and sits on my lap. Our baby girl hugs me. I melt right into her. I hold her tight. I feel the tears running down my face. I look and see Zane is crying as well. I get up with her in my arms to get onto the couch. He wraps his arms around our girl. She giggles but doesn’t leave our embrace. This moment solidifies our relationship. No one will ever break the bond that have. Not even us.
We stay together on the couch for some time. I’m resting with my back against the couch with Snow’s head on my lap. She’s sleeping while Zane is holding her legs and has his head resting on the back of the couch. He too is out for the count. I feel sleep is highly overrated and I stay awake to keep watch over the two most important people in my life. I love them both and would do anything to make sure they are always happy and protected.
An idea pops into my head. We need to get our girl an engagement ring. Both of us can’t legally marry Snow, but we can have a ceremony sperate from a traditional wedding and marry the both of us. We can handfast and jump the besom as Daddies and little girl. We can both get Snow a ring. Shit I need to remember calling her Snow upsets her. I will use it when she’s in big trouble. My phone vibrates. I pull it out of my pocket and see it’s a message from Fenrir.
Twins: Freyja is back with Bishop and her little ones. Odin and Frigg will be spending time with Marcus. The Hegg family needs to heal. I’ll be in touch soon.” Well, this turned out better than I would have thought. Odin does love all of us. His need to be in control for some is too much. I always enjoyed it more than some would understand.
He treated Zane and I as his sons. Odin knows the shit our grandparents put us through. Yes, the grandmother was just as depraved as the grandfather. Sometimes her ideas were worse. All we were to them was entertainment, sex toys, and any other thing they could think of. At an age that we had no business to do that shit. It made Zane into the one that needed me to be that monster that I am. I’m not saying him being soft is a bad thing. He is the loving brother. The one that wants to see a smile on your face, a pleaser. Me, I will kill you and piss on your dead body while I laugh.
They would invite some of their associates over to watch us do shit to each other to earn a meal, new clothes. For birthdays we had a party at school, one with those adults invited, then the private one with them both. We would have to perform on these so-called adults. Sucking dicks was Zane. I had to take care of the females. Grandma dearest trained me in that area. While dear granddad had Zane.
“Jag, what’s the matter? You’re crying again. Don’t let our girl wake up and see you.” He is right. I need to get out of my own head. It’s in the past, I killed them. It needs to go away.
“Sorry brother. I need to get some air. I’m going to go for a run. Take care of our girl.” I slide from under Snow as smoothly as I can. She doesn’t stir. I take off my cut and toss on a tee that is basically a cut. Odin approved this for when anyone of us need to be free of the cut. I slip on my sneakers. I look at Zane and smile at him. He understands that my mind went to a place I can’t stand for it to go. I would always go on a run when this happened.
I walk out the door and head right up to the boardwalk. It’s a good run. Once I get to the boarder of the Heights and the Park, the ground will switch from boards to plastic boards. I don’t care. I just need the run.
I don’t know how I would have explained to Snow the reason behind my crying if she would have woken up. I need to be strong. The mask I wear needs to stay in place. I am the stronger brother. I need to be the rock for them both. Our girl has enough on her plate as is. I still want to go to that fuckin compound and pound Wolf into the ground. The fuckin nerve they have to treat our girl that way. This is what I need. My focus on being angry at Wolf and Raven. With the metal playing in my ears, I drown out the world and let the feeling of my feet pounding on the ground and music ease my mind. I cross over into Seaside Park, and I feel a chill run down my back. Something is off. Just as I slow down something hits me in the back of the head. I land on the ground and see a State Trooper standing over me.
“I finally nailed one of you MC scums. I’m taking you in pretty boy. Going to toss your ass into a cell and hold you for as long as I can.” I’m still dazed from the hit to the head as I watch his boot come down onto my stomach. The last thing I remember is his laughter as I pass out.
I feel like I’m in a never-ending nightmare. Snow is with Zane and they are standing over me crying. I can see my body. What the fuck happened. I look around the room and see other members of Sons here. Oh shit, I’m in the hospital. Snow is hysterically crying and even Zane is crying hard.
“How many hours did that fuckin cop have him,” Eric Robert asks.
“He was gone two days. I want that bastard to die. I don’t give a fuck who he is. He is to die,” Wolf yells. This must be really bad
if Wolf is here. I look again and see Wolf, Odin, Raven, Eric Robert and the other Sullivans. I feel myself floating out of the room and out to the hall. Everyone is here.
“Jagger, it’s time for you to return to your body. You will be in pain when you wake. Let your brother and little girl help you.” I head to the voice that spoke and see a beautiful woman.
“Do I know you?”
