Not since Blaise and I shared one another’s blood.

What if the eyelet isn’t in the canyon? What if it is the canyon?

“Zora?” I ask.

“Mhm?”

“That feeling of yours? The one that pulls you toward the eyelet? Has it ever steered you wrong?”

She huffs. “Well, I suppose it depends on what you mean by that. But if you mean, is there always an eyelet on the other end of the rope, then yes.”

“And do you still feel it here?”

She frowns at me. “Yeeees, but—”

I don’t hear the rest of what she says, because I’ve backed over the edge, and I’m falling.

CHAPTER 37

KIRAN

Fin and I make it to the shoddy hut on the outskirts of Sureth village just after sundown.

The boards are rotting in places, and the entire edifice is overgrown with ivy, and not the intentional, decorative sort.

The door is crooked on its hinges.

Fin and I exchange a silent look, which is about all we’ve exchanged since our fight. I knock on the door.

Minutes pass, and no one comes.

I knock again, this time harder.

There’s a scuffle on the other side of the door, but it’s muted, like someone is trying to keep their footsteps soft.

Out of instinct, I scan the dingy windows, and sure enough, I spot a shadow peeking out at us from the window to our right. It ducks as soon as it catches me watching, but the person must realize it’s no use pretending no one is home any longer, because seconds later, a voice sounds from the other side of the door.

“We’re closed.”

“When do you open?” Fin asks, hands tucked into his pockets, though his voice is strained.

“Permanently closed,” says the voice.

“Well, in that case, now seems as good a time as any,” calls my brother, infusing his voice with the charm I’ve grown to envy over the years.

“Who are you?”

Fin gives me a questioning look.

“We’re here to see Solomon,” I say.

The voice on the other side of the door pauses. “What business do you have with Solomon?”

I open my mouth, ready to come up with an excuse that’s not untrue, but Fin just blurts out, rather casually, as if he is telling a servant what he’d like for dinner, “We’re his sons.”

The person on the other side of the door stops breathing. There’s a click as he unlocks the latch, and the door creaks open.

Fin’s lantern casts light into the dark room, its rays reflected on the face of the male who can only be our father.

Solomon beckons us in and leads us to a table at the far end of the hut. When I pull my chair out, cobwebs come with it, spiders scuttling about, angry I’ve disturbed them. There’s a sour scent to the house, like milk left out in the midday sun. I’m fairly certain it’s wafting off our father, though it’s difficult to tell when the scent is masked by several others in the room.

All the while, I can’t stop looking at Solomon. I’ve always been told Fin and I favor our mother, but I can see now that people only said this out of ignorance of our true father’s appearance. Solomon is spindly built, like Fin, and his ragged hair makes him favor my brother more than myself. As well as his eyes. His eyes belong to Fin. But his face, the set of his jaw, the firm bridge of his nose…they’re all mine.

He’s a good-looking male. I suppose that’s rather conceited of me to think, considering the resemblance between the two of us. But he has shadows forming under his eyes that age him more than is right for the fae.

“How did you find me?” he says, and though he watches us sit, he doesn’t. Instead, he stands, fingers working at his sides, ankles bobbing like he might bolt at any moment.

He keeps looking at my hands, and it takes me a moment to realize it’s because they’re famous for turning people into ash.

All of my magic I inherited from my mother’s side of the family, though Fin got none of it. I wonder then if magic terrifies my father, considering he possesses none.

“Oh, we just followed the trail of burglary, lies, forgeries, and illegally sold items,” Fin says, though there’s no accusation in his tone. Only carefully crafted amusement.

Our father glances between the two of us, his eyes wary. “Are you going to arrest me? I didn’t think you would have jurisdiction in Avelea.”

So he knows, then, who his sons grew up to be.

“We’re not here to arrest you,” I say. “We simply wished to find you.”

Solomon grunts, then gestures around the room. “Then consider me found.”

Silence befalls us, and I realize I’ve made no preparation for what I intended to say to this male once we finally found him. I look at Fin, but he seems equally unprepared as I am, which I find strange since he was the one who was interested in finding our father to begin with.

“When did you find out?” Solomon taps his fingers against his sides. When he breathes, he stinks of faerie ale, though it’s soured on his breath.

“A little over a year ago,” I say. “We found it in the vizier’s records. He swore a fae oath long ago to keep the birth records of the royal family, as well as their heritage, though he hid the records for a long while. I suppose to protect us from the king.”

Solomon grunts. “So she didn’t tell you, then.”

Fin and I exchange a look, and Fin says, “Our mother wished to protect us. She died when we were young. Before we could have been trusted with that sort of information.”

There’s a defensiveness in Fin’s voice, a strain I haven’t noticed before.

Maybe it’s just the flicker of a shadow, but I think I glimpse disappointment in my father’s face.

“You’re probably right about that.” He kicks at a glass bottle on the floor. It clinks as it rolls back and forth across a loose floorboard.

Fin and I exchange a look, and carefully, I say, “I imagine she would have told us, had she outlived our father.”