Falak untied the tent skirting’s first section, and I rushed to help without waiting for instruction. The menagerie’s enclosure was a fraction of the size of the main tent, and we managed to unhook and fold all the material by ourselves.
“Where are the animals?” I asked as we stripped away the last canvas panel.
“Already in their wagons.” He waved toward the train of carts lining the edge of the field. They rattled, hiccupped, and burped black smoke in a way that seemed restless—like thoroughbreds at the gates before the start of a race. A million questions crawled over my tongue, but I swallowed them. Ask questions later, after you’ve proven you deserve a job. After you’ve disappeared into the obscurity of a nameless laborer again. After you’re certain you’ve escaped Jackie Faercourt and his vile sycophants.
After Falak had baled the tent fabric to his precise specifications, he slipped several lengths of slim rope from his pockets and wound them around our bundle to keep it from unfolding. His fingers moved nimbly despite the gloves he still wore. He pointed at a wagon near the end of the train—a dark-gray cart lacking the gilt and polish of its cohorts. “Take it to that one. Stefan’s there. He’ll load it inside.”
I nodded, gritted my teeth, and hefted the heavy bundle over my shoulders. My knees creaked and wobbled, nearly buckling under the weight. Falak squinted at me, as if waiting for me to complain or object. I bit my lip and staggered onward, intent on proving him wrong. “Wait,” he barked after I’d wobbled forward several steps. “I can’t believe you thought you’d make it all the way across that field carrying that load on your own.”
“I was going to try.”
“I see that.” He snorted, and the weight on my shoulders eased as he took a share of my burden, and together we started toward the wagon. “I only wanted to see what you’d say.”
“I would say I was serious about my request.” I’d probably wake up sore and stiff in the morning after so much straining and lifting, but if I were sore and stiff and safely on the road to Varynga, I’d happily accept aching muscles as the price of my escape. “I need a job.”
“You’re running away,” he said, not asking a question. “What about your companion, the big one who came to collect you yesterday?”
“I’m not running away.”
“No?”
We reached the wagon train, and an older man with a silver mustache that matched the curls straggling from beneath his bowler hat took my end of the tent roll. He grunted, and together he and Falak hefted it into the dark wagon. Falak brushed his gloves across his thighs and waved for me to follow him back to the remnants of the circus.
I sighed. “It’s complicated.”
“We operate on a tight schedule here. It’s our purpose to entertain, even more than that, to make money. We don’t exist as an escape for those evading creditors, or jilted lovers.”
“I already told you Gideon’s not my lover.”
Falak rolled his eyes. “Somebody should tell him that. When he looks at you, there’s possession in his eyes.”
I pursed my lips and huffed. “I’m not running away from him, believe me.” Arguing about what he did or did not see in Gideon’s eyes would sidetrack our conversation, which maybe he intended, but I wouldn’t let him distract me so easily. “I’m going to look for the Fantazikes myself, and travelling with you is the best means I can think of. It’s not safe for a young woman to be on the road alone, and I don’t have money to spare for trains or coaches.”
In the center of what had been the circus ground’s main thoroughfare, Falak stopped, folded his arms over his chest, and squinted at me. His little cap sat at a slight angle, giving him a jaunty look. “I gave you my word that I’d give the Fantazikes your message if I crossed their path.”
“It’s the ‘if’ part that worries me.” I set my hands on my hips and raised my chin, pitting my obstinacy against his stubbornness like two rams pawing in the dirt as they contemplated butting horns. “What if you don’t cross their path? You couldn’t be expected to go out of the way to reach them, but I could. I will. I just need help getting closer to them.”
He rocked back on his heels, and an ironic smile played across his lips. “And you’re certain they’re in Varynga.”
I nodded.
“It’ll take us many weeks to get there. They could have moved on by then.”
Falak, I noticed, hadn’t rejected my offer outright, and it sounded as though he was contemplating accepting my request. “But I could find their trail and follow it. Right now, I barely have even that much.”
His playful smile hardened. “Why is this so important? Tell me one truth about yourself, Evie. Give me one secret, and I’ll give you a job. An important one, and don’t lie to me. I’m very good at sensing lies.”
I blinked at him. “A secret?”
“Tell me why you are so desperate to find the Fantazikes.”
“They owe me a favor.”
“What favor?”
I narrowed my eyes and bit my lip. In the few months since I’d fled my home on Inselgrau, I’d learned much about the dangers of trusting, of revealing too much, of letting down my guard. Falak had asked a high price from me, but desperation was the forbearer of boldness and taking risks. How else was I going to flee Prigha and find the Fantazikes? When opportunity knocks, my father used to say, don’t tell it to come back later.
“They’ve promised to help me learn the ways of the skies,” I said.
His posture tensed, and he cocked his head to the side. “And why should you want to know such a thing?”
“Because...” I swallowed. “Because I am the Lady of Thunder, the Crown Princess of Inselgrau, and the storms have abandoned me. I’m hoping the Fantazikes can help me restore my powers.” It was better to admit the thunder had forsaken me than explain a cabal of evil Magicians had somehow managed to raise a barrier between me and my powers. I had better sense than to mention Le Poing Fermé’s extreme interest in me while attempting to convince Falak he should take the risk of giving me a job. If he knew powerful Magicians were after me, he’d certainly never let me travel with him.
His dark eyes glittered. For a moment, I thought he was going to tell me to leave, but a choking noise squeaked from his throat. The choking turned into a coughing fit, then into laughter. He bowed over, arms hugging his stomach, as he guffawed. Laughter quaked through him, shaking his entire body, and he caught his little hat before it tumbled off. “Lady...” He paused and gasped. “Lady of Thunder.” He laughed again. “Never was I expecting to hear that.”
I folded my arms across my chest, leaned back, and tapped my toe, waiting for him to recover. He straightened, wiped his eyes, and smoothed his shirt, momentarily relieving the wrinkles. “You don’t believe me?” I asked, grimacing. “Of all the things to lie about—”
He waved me off. “I believe you. Oh, I believe you very much. I knew you were more than you appeared.”
“So, why were you laughing at me?”
“The daughter of an elemental god from an ancient lineage is begging for a job from me, the son of a circus owner from lineage of performers, tricksters, and conjurers. It is too ridiculous.” He shook his head again and scrubbed his eyes. “I should tell you to go, I think. There’s only trouble to come from one such as you.”
“But...?” Like the first tentative bubble in a pot of warming water, hope rose in my heart.
“But to have the favor of a goddess, and to have her in my debt, it’s too much temptation to resist.”
I blinked at him, offering a hesitant smile. “So, you’ll let me come with you? Me and my horse.”
