Fallon hops off the counter and takes my hand. “If only you’d been this resistant when you were at lunch with Nathan. He was the one with the bad idea. I’m the one looking out for your best interests. Villain,” she says, waving her hand toward the door. “Best friend.” She places her hand to her chest. “And, you know, bonus for me, my readers would just gobble the story up. I might actually cross the one million subscriber mark.”
“Good thing it’s not about that,” I say as she leads me into the living room and plops on the couch.
“Of course not. This is about protecting you.”
“Double good thing I won’t need protecting. Nathan’s a jerk, but…” I shrug and plop down next to my friend. “I can’t imagine a situation where I’d, what? End up in danger?”
Fallon snorts. “With this new version of Nathan West, there’s no telling where you’ll end up.”
“It’s a no on the article.” I lift my brow and stare until she lifts her hands in defeat.
“Fine, fine. I hear you. No article. Just promise me you’ll remember it’s an option if things go off the rails.”
Try as I might, I can’t see a scenario where having leverage would do me any good.
“You really expect the worst from people, don’t you?” I ask with a frown.
“No, my friend. I expect people to be people.” Fallon cups my cheeks and almost looks sorry for me. “You, dear sweet Mina, are too idealistic for your own good.”
FIFTEEN
Nathan
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If Mina’s office had a mood board, there would be pictures of Victorian homes with wrought iron fences. Foggy fields with dew glimmering in the earliest rays of a brilliant sunrise.
The walls are painted a soothing palette of soft grays and muted blues. Large windows adorned with sheer curtains allow natural light to filter in, illuminating the room and giving it an open and airy feel. The desk is a sleek modern piece, no nonsense and clutter-free, except for an orchid arching near her computer in a burst of vibrant purple. The mood board she made for my home is pinned on the wall next to a bookshelf filled with design books and architecture magazines, along with a few photographs and trinkets.
In one corner of the office, plush chairs circle a low coffee table adorned with design catalogs and a chic vase of fresh flowers. The area is perfect for Mina to present her ideas and sketches, fostering a collaborative and inviting atmosphere.
This is not what I expected from the Hot Mess Express.
I scrub a hand over my mouth to wipe away a smile.
It’s been a week since my birthday and I still haven’t unraveled everything that happened. Mina and I haven’t seen much of each other, an unspoken agreement that we needed some space. I almost kissed her. And she almost let me.
And then, in the car, she may have offered to be there for me while I work through whatever is bothering me. And I liked the way it felt, thinking she saw through all the shit posted about me online to who I really am.
And I’m not supposed to like shit like that, especially with someone like her.
So yeah, space was necessary.
“Would you like a cup of coffee? Maybe a bottle of water?” asks Mina’s ridiculously good-looking assistant, lingering in the doorway, eyeing me like he’s prepared to defend his boss’s honor if I make one wrong move.
“I’d love a coffee,” Mina replies, sitting behind her desk, back straight, prim, proper. Our eyes meet and my heart thumps a wild rhythm.
What the fuck is that about?
I’ve never met anyone who made me feel so out of control.
I hate it.
“Mr. West?” she prompts, and I swallow hard.
“Coffee, please. Strong and black.”
Tad nods, pushes off the doorframe, and then Mina and I are alone.
“Look, I—” I begin at the same time she says, “I think we should—”
There’s an awkward laugh and some dodgy eye contact before I let out a short breath. “You first.”
Mina crosses her legs, then promptly uncrosses them. Folds her arms over her chest, then licks her lips and finally settles on clasping her hands in her lap. “I asked you to arrive early so we can talk freely before Benjamin gets here. After the catastrophe that was your birthday last week, I think we—”
The door swings open and in breezes Tad, sporting two coffee mugs and a grin the size of Texas. “Here’s a hot, sweet, and basically white for Ms. Blake and a broody, dark, and bitter for Mr. West.”
He sets the mugs down in front of us, then pauses at the door. I feel his eyes boring into the back of my head like a guard dog alerting to danger before he closes the door and once again, Mina and I are alone. She takes a drink of what looks more like a milkshake than a coffee, and I sip a rich, dark brew. Her outfit is demure today, a cream-colored blouse buttoned up to her throat and a form fitting blue skirt that stops just below her knees. It’s a stark contrast to the red dress she wore the other night, but my hands still ache to be on that body.
Mina rests her elbows on the desk and her chin on her hands. “As I was saying, if we’re going to pull this fake relationship off, we need to be better prepared than we were at your parents’ house. We need a story and we need a plan, Mr. West. A good one.”
“Before we get to that, you need an apology, Ms. Blake. A good one.” I smile as I mimic her no-nonsense speech pattern. “I wasn’t myself that day. I haven’t been myself for some time now and I assure you, you won’t deal with that version of me again.”
“So, you’re saying that behavior isn’t typical for you.” Her eyes glimmer with ball busting glee. She’s given me that excuse more than once and looks thrilled to throw the words back into my face. I hate that I gave her the ammunition but respect her for using it. It will, however, be the last time Mina Blake gets the better of me.
I glare into my coffee before meeting her eyes. “Since you called me in early, I assume you have ideas on how we should prepare, which would be strange because planning ahead seems out of character for the Hot Mess Express.”
There. That’s better. A return to equilibrium. It’s better when we bicker.
“There’s a hot mess in this room, but I don’t think it’s me.” With a crooked grin, Mina cups her mug in both hands and sits back to cross her legs. “In no particular order, we need an end date on this relationship. We need parameters in place regarding physical contact, number of dates we’ll be going on, what those dates will look like, and who pays for what while we’re out. We need our stories straight about how we met and why we like each other because what happened last week was humiliating.”
I take another pull of coffee to hide my smile. “That’s a comprehensive list.”
She nods, pleased. “I think you’ll find me most thorough.”
I flash to her naked, on her knees, her mouth on my dick while I wrap my fist in that silky hair. How thorough would she—
What the actual fuck?
What is wrong with me?
Mina and I have a business agreement. There’s no room for her lips on my dick in a business agreement. Not even when it happens in my head. And especially when we don’t even know each other.
