“Wait. It’s been so long since we’ve seen each other. I was hoping to catch up.” She fluttered her lashes, trying to charm me with her gaze.
In all fairness, that used to work, but now all it did was annoy me.
“Well, you have my number. You can always text me.” That was a lie because I had blocked her, but she didn’t need to know that.
“Caz, please? I’ve changed, too. And I’d love for you to get to know this version of me. When we were together, I made a lot of mistakes.” She stared at me with those icicles for eyes. “I hate how we ended things, and I’d like to make amends.” Her tone sounded sincere, and that part of me who loathed her for what she had done would appreciate an apology.
Maybe it would give me some closure so I could finally close that chapter of my life. It wasn’t that I was hung up on her or wanted her back; it was more that I was holding on to resentment that I needed to let go.
“Fine.” I was fighting an internal battle, but my body won and kept me planted in my seat.
“Here ya go.” The bartender placed the drink I had forgotten I ordered in front of me.
“Put that on my tab,” Davia stepped in, which was odd because she’d never paid for anything before, but maybe this was the new version she was talking about.
“You don’t need to buy my drink.” I didn’t know why I said that.
She could have bought me a thousand drinks, but that wouldn’t make up for the money she stole.
“Stop it. It’s one drink. It’s the least I could do.” Truer words couldn't have been spoken, and her smirk confirmed that she knew it, too.
I didn't want to prolong this interaction any further, so I decided to drop it. “Thanks.” I took a sip and focused on the little umbrella in my cup. “So…” I figured if she wanted to catch up, I would let her take the lead.
“So…” I could feel her eyes, and I glanced her way. I wasn’t a fan of the intensity of her stare. “You look… incredible.” She licked her lips, and I swallowed hard.
I had fucked her so many times in my head over these past three years, but something about having her right in front of me and giving me that thirsty gaze turned me off. Maybe I only masturbated to her as a form of revenge, because I definitely wasn’t interested in anything from her now, no matter if how reformed she was.
Sometimes, too much had happened that you couldn’t come back from, even if you wanted to. A grand gesture wouldn’t make me consider giving her a minute longer than it took to finish this drink.
“What did you want to talk about?” I ignored her comment and hoped that would show her I wasn’t interested.
“Hey, I have an idea,” Carleigh spoke up, and I turned to face her, realizing she was still there. “What if we play twenty questions?”
I firmly shook my head, signaling that I had no desire to expose myself to either of them. “No. I’m not playing games.” I reached for my drink and downed the rest of it.
“Why don’t you give Caz and me some space?” Davia glared at Carleigh, who sighed angrily before getting up.
“I’m going, too. Thanks again for the drink.” I stood up, but Davia quickly pulled me back down.
“You can’t leave. I want to know what you’ve been up to these past three years.”
My body was feeling a weird heaviness, and I wondered if the alcohol was already going to my head. I looked down and noticed Davia’s hand was rubbing circles on my forearm. I tried to focus on what she was doing, but her hand appeared alien, with far too many fingers.
Something was happening. Heat coursed through me, and the room was spinning.
“Talk to me, baby. I’ve missed you.” Davia’s lips weren’t synced with her words, and I wondered if I was imagining this.
“Shomethin wong?” That didn’t sound right, but I couldn’t get my mouth to cooperate. Oh shit… I reached for my phone and pounded all the keys, but I couldn’t get it to dial. As I swayed in my seat, someone kept me from toppling over.
“Caz, baby. You’re okay. Let me take you home.”
Who was talking? Where was I?
“Mm g’d.” Was that a word?
“Rita, close out my tab. I’m going to get this one off your hands. You must have made those drinks extra strong.”
There was laughing and other noises I couldn’t make out. Then two arms wrapped around me, one on each side of my body, but I was limp. I tried to force my feet to move, but they dragged the ground like anchors.
“Come on. We need to get her out of here before they realize it wasn’t the alcohol.”
What wasn’t the alcohol? Did I say that out loud? Who was I with again?
The last thing I remembered was the sound of a door shutting, and then it was lights out.
Chapter 24Shiloh
On my way to Sonya’s, I stopped by the store to grab her cheese puffs. Normally, it would have put me out to be her errand bitch, but since she was helping me, I let it pass. It only took an extra ten minutes out of my way, so I still arrived with plenty of time to prepare for my date with Ember.
Since she had told me she got off at two, I wasn’t sure if that meant the date would start then or if that was the time I was supposed to call. Either way, I needed coaching on what to say, what to wear, and how to act. Ember was someone I wanted to impress, and I could use Caz’s charisma right about now, but I still had no information on her. Matrix said he would call me back, but that was going on forty-five minutes ago.
As soon as I arrived at Sonya’s, I saw her and Devon gaming on the couch. That was Sonya’s job, and Devon usually joined her. I didn’t understand how someone could get paid to play video games while people watched, but leave it to Sonya to find a non-job to make a living.
“Hey, I got your snacks.” I waved the bag in the air, and she said some explicit words into her headset, which I assumed weren’t directed at me.
“And that’s what you get, mother fucker… Boom!” She dropped her controller like it was a mic and then looked at me as if just noticing my arrival.
“When did you get here?” No wonder she stared at me, confused.
