Thankfully, it appeared to have been a mild crash or she wouldāve been knocked out instead of talking to me, but still.
I smoothed a hand over her hair, my heart squeezing at how fine and delicate it felt. She was so young, and sheād already been through so much.
āBut Iām okay.ā Penās eyes drifted closed before she opened them again, her small face filled with determination. She always resisted sleeping when we saw each other. The selfish part of me was thankful for the extra time; the anxious part worried it made her crashes worse. āAnnie took me here just in caseā¦ā
I could guess why theyād put her in a private room so soon. My father had donated an entire wing to the hospital years ago.
āWhereās Annie now?ā I asked.
āI donāt know. She got fired.ā Pen looked down. āRhea left her nieceās baby shower early to see me.ā
āBecause she cares about you. We all do,ā I said gently.
I glanced at the bandage again. It was a relatively minor injury, but even minor injuries could have intense effects on people with CFS. The recovery took longer, and the pain could intensify their symptoms.
āDo Mom and Dad know youāre here?ā Penās eyes were closing again.
āNot yet.ā Dread punctured my relief at the thought of confronting them.
āIām glad you came. Theyāllā¦ā Her voice faded into nothing, and she was out.
I lingered for a minute, savoring our last moments together. Pen and I had both changed since I left my family years ago.
We were older, somewhat wiser, and more cognizant of what we were dealing with when it came to George and Caroline. But in some ways, we were the sameāstill trapped by our circumstances, still helpless to change them.
The adrenaline from Rheaās call dissipated, leaving me with cold, hard clarity. The second I stepped into the hall, George and Caroline would know Iād been secretly seeing Pen. The only way I couldāve gotten here so quickly was if Rhea had contacted me, and the only reason Iād come so quickly was because I loved Pen. Considering sheād been four during our last known-to-them contact, it wouldnāt take a genius to figure out weād kept in touch over the years.
Maybe Iād get lucky. Maybe George and Caroline wouldnāt make a big deal out of it, and they wouldnāt fire Rhea or lock Pen somewhere I couldnāt get to her out of spite.
Yeah, and maybe Satan will repent and give up ruling the underworld to become an elf in Santaās workshop.
I was tempted to hide in Penās room and wait for my family to leave before I slipped out, but from what I could see through the door window, that wasnāt happening anytime soon. It would be infinitely worse if someone came in and found me skulking around.
I was a lot of things, but I wasnāt a coward. Whatever the consequences were, Iād deal with them. I only hoped I could shield Rhea from the brunt of the impact. Sheād told me about Penās hospitalization knowing I would show up and sheād probably get fired. Sheād done it because she knew Pen would want to see me, and she didnāt deserve to be let go over a moment of empathy.
I steeled myself, walked to the exit, and opened the door.
However, I barely crossed the threshold before I came to a dead halt.
George, Caroline, and Rhea werenāt the only people outside Penās room anymore. The nurse was gone, and a slim, perfectly groomed blond stood next to my father and stepmother. Beside her, a handsome man with brown hair and blue eyes looked around with a bored expression.
This time, there was no sneaking past them. Their conversation fell silent as the door shut behind me, and my four (ex) family members gaped at me with varying expressions of shock, disbelief, and confusion.
āWell,ā the blond said, recovering first. āThis is a surprise.ā
I suppressed a flinch. Her voice, lovely as it was, had the effect of burrowing into my skin and peeling the scabs off old wounds. Seeing him was worse. It was like having a Mack truck from the past blindside me from behind and send me flying.
They were the only people who could still make me feel inferior and insignificant.
My sister Georgia and Bentleyāher husband, my brother-in-lawā¦and my ex-fiancĆ©.
CHAPTER 24
Sloane
The harsh glare of fluorescent lights painted the hall in stark whites and shadows. Shoes squeaked, medical staff hurried past, and the smell of disinfectant clouded the air.
None of that affected Georgia, who looked like a modern Grace Kelly whoād just stepped out of the pages of Vogue.
āDonāt tell me you called yourself Pennyās family at the front desk so theyād let you up,ā she said. āThatās a tad ironic, isnāt it?ā
Her skin glowed in a way that shouldnāt be possible beneath the unflattering lighting. She wasnāt showing yet, and her cashmere sweater and Italian wool slacks fit her Pilates-toned figure like they were custom-made (which they likely were). A four-carat heirloom diamond dazzled from her ring finger.
It was the same ring Bentley had proposed to me with.
Acid gnawed at my gut, but I met Georgiaās gaze with contempt. āPen is family,ā I said. āShe was four at the time. She shouldnāt be held responsible for the poor decisions made by adults in her life.ā āPenelope is a Kensington,ā Caroline said coldly. āYou are no longer a Kensington in anything but name, which means sheās not your family. You have no right to be here.ā
āThatās rich coming from someone who pretends she doesnāt exist half the time.ā I returned her glare with a chilly smile. āDonāt stay too long, Caroline, or people might mistake you for an actual mother.ā
āYou littleāā
āCaroline.ā My father placed a hand on her arm, reining her in. āDonāt.ā
My stepmother sucked in a deep breath and touched the strand of diamonds around her neck. Her glare didnāt ease, but she didnāt finish her attack either.
George turned to me, his expression unreadable, and pieces of my bravado melted away like iron tossed into a fire.
It was our first face-to-face encounter since our estrangement. If seeing Bentley was akin to getting hit by a truck, seeing my father was like getting trapped in the sands of time. Every shift of grain evoked a different memory.
The timbre of his voice as we walked through Central Park Zoo for my seventh birthday and he pointed out the different animals to me.
The proud smile on his face when I was presented at my debutante ball.
The shock when I told him I was starting my own PR firm instead of settling down and popping out babies like I āshould.ā
The defensiveness when I accused Georgia and Bentley of sleeping together behind my back, the fury when I refused to ātake their relationship in strideā and give them my blessing, and finally, the utter coldness when he gave me his ultimatum.
If you walk out that door, thereās no coming back.
The weight of our history crushed my lungs. Emotions surged through me in a jumble of old anger and fresh nostalgia, and it took everything I had not to turn and run away like the coward I prided myself on not being.
Iād had many years to imagine what our first post-estrangement meeting would be like. They ranged from ignoring one other (most plausible) to a tearful, joyful reunion (least plausible).
Confronting each other outside my sisterās hospital room after sheād almost died was so implausible that it landed fully outside that range.
āSloane.ā My father might as well be talking to his driver, for all the emotion he showed. āHow did you know Penelope was here?ā