“I’m stoked, Alyssa.”
“But I have these dreams about you all the time. Mom and Dad don’t know that.”
She sits on the foot of the bed. Casey tries to draw the cover tighter.
“So, I was wondering if you’d like me to get into bed with you.”
Surprised as he is by this, Casey doesn’t hesitate.
“No, Alyssa—I don’t think so. You’re too young.”
“I’m seventeen and it’s not illegal if I consent. Which I do.”
“I mean, you know, that’s still awful young.”
“You’re only twenty-four. It’s up to me and you. Consensual.”
“I don’t think it’s right.”
“I’d like a second opinion on that.”
“From who?”
She laughs softly. “No, silly. Is me being too young some weird sexual deal you have?”
“It doesn’t feel weird.”
“Is something else about me not right?”
“No, but you don’t know me. What if I was like, fully aggro, or a chick hater?”
“Casey—it’s obvious that you’re not. So far as age—women are just more mature than men. Every guy I know at school thinks I’m hot. You wouldn’t believe the expressions they get, the things they say. Such goofy boys. Maybe you think I’d turn out to be a rotten tomato.”
“No, really, no. You’ve always been real sweet.”
“You’ve hardly looked at me. Over a lot of years!”
Casey feels cornered. Like he’s being checked by a better chess player.
“I’m looking at you now,” he says. “And I can see you’re a high-quality girl.”
Which of course doesn’t come out like he wanted; makes things worse. What if Lance or Teresa had heard that from the hallway? Fudge, they could call the police, couldn’t they?
Casey’s afraid he’s about to do something stupid, then realizes he already has by letting her close the door and get onto his bed.
The next few seconds of silence seem like an hour.
“So,” she says, standing.
Casey feels relief as her weight lifts, then quick fear that she’ll come over and kiss him or something.
“I’m really sorry if I made you uncomfortable,” she says. “You’re a dream I always wanted to have.”
“I’m sorry if I let you down.”
“Night then, Casey Stonebreaker.”
“Good night, Alyssa.”
“You’re the most beautiful man and surfer I know.”
Casey’s trying to form a polite and humble reply when the weak hall light sections into the room, then is gone.
At sunrise, Casey and Brock are back in the lineup at Cojo Point at Hollister Ranch.
The silver-gray waves are head-high and smooth as glass.
The locals aren’t as welcoming as they were the day before. No nods or words, no problem dropping in late on the brothers, forcing them off the waves.
Casey is sitting outside between sets, chewing on an errant fingernail, when Brock paddles over and climbs astride his board.
“I had a dream last night,” he says. “It was weird and when I woke up I’d learned something from it.”
“Maybe it was all that good weed.”
“It was me as a lion in a big room. Like a banquet room in a hotel. And there were people there, too, wearing animal skins. Giraffes and buffalo and zebras. But mostly it was other lions, like me. They all had black tails but mine was red. I knew it was up to me to get justice for my pride. Some of these other lions had set a fire in our cave. Burned everything we had. They were watching me at the big table, loading up a plate of meat.
“Then you walked in. A white tiger. Bigger and stronger than any of us lions. They started circling you and we started circling them and they fully outnumbered us. One of them snapped at you but I saw he was afraid to touch you. He backed away, then slunk to an exit door. Bumped into a tray of empty plates and glasses on a stand, knocked it over and dodged out. The other lions snarled at you but backed away, too. Headed for the exits. End of dream. I woke up in a sweat. Realized you were right about the pirates who burned out the Barrel. I’m not going after them, Casey. I’m not going proactive, which is my nature. I’m going reactive, which is yours. I’m going to turn this stubbly cheek of mine the other way. Wait to see what they do next. If anything. I think they’ll be like the lions in the dream. I’ll let vengeance be the Lord’s. As you suggest.”
